Life after work

Woohoo~ Right after my work, I met up with Zhan Hui (ZH) and Andrew Ho (A) who were all from Mentoring Club for a mini gathering. I have not met them for months for the same old reasons. I was surprised that Sebastian did not turn up because I finally could make it for the outing. =/ It was okay. We still enjoyed ourselves without you. = p JUST KIDDING! We went to a little high class restaurant for our dinner. I liked the ambience a lot. Our dinner was fabulous. I must agree that I behaved like an aunty over there. When we pay $5 for a glass of drink, we will be entitled to a free flow of that particular drink. So, I told them to just order a glass since it was a free flow. = p In the end, I shared it with ZH. We chatted from the time we sat down (about 5.30 p.m.) to about 10.30 p.m. Oh. I decided to join them for a KTV session even though I do not really sing for I am really shy. =/ It is always fun with them around.



I have decided to live my life meaningfully. Although I may break down at times for the same old reason(s), I will still stay strong or even stronger than ever for people who are always supportive and encouraging. I just want to prove myself right that I can be a successful person for the people who had looked down on me or have been looking down on me. Sometimes, it is just your luck and I am still trying very hard to accept my fate. Perhaps, I had done something very bad in my previous life that God wants to punish me in my afterlife and so I am going through what I am going through now.

I think that one day I will start to stand up for myself instead of tolerating everything. One day, I might become very hard-hearted because I am tired of how I am being treated when I always try my best to help when I could. It is not about what you get in return but how you are being appreciated and not taken for granted of. Anyway, hard-hearted and cruel people survive better in this world. This is the type of world I am living in. I am learning to face it.