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This is a public blog of mine. Frequent posting is not expected.

Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Friday, May 29, 2009




Outing and random thoughts



*Dusting off cobwebs*

Recently, there is very limited optimistic blood flowing through me. Well, at least my work has drained most of my energy off like nobody’s business which makes it impossible for me to break down. Yep. I did cry a bit for the past few days – I really mean a bit because it was only a few droplets.

My hp is down again! Roar~ So, in the meanwhile, I will be using my old phone. While waiting for a friend, I browsed through the photos – most were taken when I was still a cute little secondary school girl. I realized that I have really grown up – in terms of looks. The other time, a friend said that he remembered me as a little girl when I first entered poly and now, I have grown quite a bit.


I think it is quite self-explanatory by the name of my blog because I did not really find the show “Aliens VS Monsters” (or, “Monsters VS Aliens”) funny when most people and my friends laughed during the show. I tried to laugh with them. Ha. Erm. Wait. I think some parts were funny but I was too tired to feel that they were funny. Acceptable?

After which, we went to Astons for our dinner. I ordered Sirloin steak – medium rare. Seriously, I am really bad at eating all this because I often have problem cutting the meat. =/ Anyway, I think it was rather nice and the price was quite reasonable.

Our next stop was Esplanade. I think we went there to look at the buildings and sea and disturb each other. There were quite a number of couples which made me feel uneasy. Ha. Frankly speaking, my legs were rather tired after the long walk from the Cathay. I wanted to sit down but everyone stood up so I bore with it. =/

The last stop was a dessert shop at Bugis area – yes, another long walk. The aloe vera with lime and honey was very good and refreshing. I liked it a lot! =D

Anyway, those friends are my colleagues. Half of them would be leaving soon which I am not too sure if we still have the time to keep in touch. I will miss you guys and really nice meeting all of you. ^^


Well, it is really hard for me to be optimistic when I do not really see a lot of positivity in life. No matter rain or shine, Chu Er will still smile and laugh like nobody’s business because it is her forte. I know that it seems like I have disappeared from the Earth but I have not. From what I see, this will remain for at least 2 more months. Fret not, Chu Er will not forget her friends. Thank you people, you have been very understanding and supportive especially at this period of time.


Hey, tell me if there is a limit to give in because I am...


I dreamnt of you at 5/29/2009 12:56:00 AM




Monday, May 11, 2009




Work, work, work!


Hoho. Chu Er is back! I accepted an assignment on the 6th of May and started work on the following day at 8am at Tuas Checkpoint to be a health screener.

We can be stationed at either the bus arrival point, arrival hall or cargo arrival point. Seriously, for the past four days, I learnt a lot – the work responsibility of the ICA, our work responsibility, the types of people who will arrive at the bus arrival point and types of goods arrived at the cargo area. I love to be stationed at the cargo arrival point the most. I will do it at least once a day. = p Oh ya. I am starting to learn basic Malay or else I will have difficulty communicating with most drivers or deliverymen as they do not even understand basic English.

This job really trains my willpower and determination especially in the morning when I have to wake up at 5.35 a.m. for work and reach home at about 10.30p.m. It has been like this for the past four days. It was real tough in the beginning but I got it to it already. I really love the bunch of friends I made because we could really talk about anything and laugh at it. A few of them are quitting so I secretly feel sad about it.

Well, if you know me personally, you will know that friends and companion are always very important to me. Sometimes, they indirectly give me the strength to move on.

Although I have been really busy working that I cannot have the free time to do anything that I want, I secretly like it too. I would say that most of the times I do not really have the time and energy to think of anything which is a good thing. I need this willpower and determination to make a change in my life.




I always wish and want to trust you but…


I dreamnt of you at 5/11/2009 12:43:00 PM




Sunday, May 03, 2009



Sunny!


Last night, I wanted to blog when I reached home. However, the moment I started using the computer, I felt rather weak as though I could collapse at any time. Ha. This shows how tired I was. This is the aftereffect of not sleeping well and working too hard. =/

Yesterday, my colleague and I felt that what our supervisor said was rather funny. She told us never to take a lift from any of our drivers because no men are good creature. They always have a knife on their head (in mandarin) – in my opinion, it means that they are meant to hurt girls. o.O Well, she must have hurt by enough guys to make this comment.

Perhaps, one day, I may even say the same thing like her. Possible? Rather not. If you know me well enough, most of my friends or rather close friends are male. Suit you if you think that it makes me a flirt. Ha. As I grow up, I realize that reality is usually different from the show or movie we watch and books we read – the ugly truth of life. Hey, I often imagine myself as the main character who receives lots of love from the love of her life – like receiving flowers on every date, dating at a nice and romantic place and talking about anything under the moon/sun/stars. To be frank, I never really fancy any flower. If you ask me to name one, I would still say it is sunflower because I will magically get cheered up when I see it. =D Ah. I will never forget the time when I received a stalk of sunflower from a friend who visited me at my workplace. He gave that to me when he knew that I like sunflower. I have not told or really showed him how I felt, but I was really, really very touched by that that I nearly tear – I always have my way of hiding it and it is really hard to touch me to tears. Well, I seriously still think that it was a way to cheer a friend up and he really made my day. I was still smiling to myself when I made my way home. (I know that you will read this. I always thought that the love of your life will be very blissful to have such a sweet and thoughtful boyfriend like you who knows how to cheer someone up.^-^ )

For the whole of yesterday at work (8am to 8pm), I played a game called Restaurant City at Facebook. All thanks to my colleague who excitedly introduced it to me the moment we reached the office. o.o I got so addicted to that game. Later on, I told sis to play that and she got addicted to it too. = p

I excitedly looked forward to the end of my work because…I would be meeting the mentoring peeps (Cedrick, Yong Xin (YX), Zhan Hui (ZH) and Andrew Ho) for a dinner. We dined in at Mantanhann Fish Market. I liked the mushroom most. Ha. As usual, I laughed like mad at what they said. Erm. YX and I seriously can be good friends because ZH said the expression we had is the same when it comes to gossiping. =/ I shall take it as a compliment. Hohoho.

Yeah. Mentoring outing is coming soonnnnnnnn! =D To be frank, I have a feeling that I would break my promise due to my work. Opps~



If only everyday can be this fun!


I dreamnt of you at 5/03/2009 01:49:00 PM




Friday, May 01, 2009



A pig-soon-to-be


I really ate a lot today!

In the morning (at about 6 a.m.), I had a plate of rice and 2 side dish (Cabbage and egg).

While working (at about 8:30 a.m.), I started eating my croissant which I bought last night.

For lunch (at about 12:45 p.m.), I had rice and 3 side dish (Cabbage, egg and 3 prawns) that I brought to work - never fail to ask dad to cook more food for dinner the day before so that I could bring to work when I have to work from 8a.m. to 8p.m. in the following day= p After that, I saw Haggen Dazs Rum & Rasin ice-cream (being tempted for the Nth time but never dared to open) - it was finally opened so I ate a scoop of it. Then, I saw the big bar of rum & rasin chocolate and got tempted so I gave myself an unofficial permission to open it. Yum~

At about 3:30p.m., I started munching my cheesecake which I bought yesterday. Seriously, it was the worst cheesecake I ever had for its lack of cheese taste and cheese and the cake was not soft enough. The best one is still the one sold at Fish & Co. =/

At about 6:30p.m., I had cup noodles for dinner.

For the whole of today, I had about 2 cups of ribena.

I kept eating and eating and eating. =D

Do you know what is the number one thing I want to do now? SLEEP! I am seriously tired because I only had about 3 hours of sleep for 12hours of work. o.o

Oink~


I dreamnt of you at 5/01/2009 07:03:00 PM