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Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Sunday, April 29, 2007




summarised.

This will be a summarised post of the mentoring freshman orientation camp.

1st day

It was when I met my group members. They were all very active. Like what I had predicted, when everyone was having dinner, they would definitely ask all the group leaders to gather for a briefing. At that time, I was so hungry. I did not for like 7 hours or more. Frankly speaking, I did not hear anything because I was way behind and blocked.
I was proud of myself as a ghost. From the feedbacks, I was the scariest ghost. It was really very tough. I had to sit there for a few hours. Most of them who walked pass either said I am a fake person and I am sleeping. My group members did not even recognize me. They were quite independent as my partner and I had to leave early for preparation of the night walk and make up for ghost respectively.

2nd day

All the sub-com, camp helpers and group leaders had to wake up earlier than everyone for briefing. A lot of us slept at 6 plus in the morning because of the night walk. But, lucky I had at least 2 hours of sleep compared to some of them who only had 1. In the afternoon, we won first in one of the major games. I was surprised as I thought we were quite slow. It was then my fever got back. At night, they persuaded me to go home when my temperature became 40 degree Celsius. They took quite a lot effort to persuade me. Anyway, thank you people for you concern!

3rd day

Because of my illness, I could hardly sleep. But, I was so afraid that my mother would ask me to do housework that I intentionally “slept” until 12. I thought my temperature gone down but I was so wrong. After a cold bath, I measured my temperature again. It was 39 degree Celsius. So, my dad asked me to consult a doctor. He fetched me there but I had to walk home myself. I was wondering what was the doctor doing as he took so long for each patient. I think that the medicine is effective because after three hours of sleep, my fever is gone. So, I went back to school to see my group members. I did not even say anything to them when I left last night. Anyway, they got first for another major game-amazing race! So pro of them! They were really fast. I feel so proud to be their group leader.


TMNT rocks!! =D

*i will update with photos next time=)


I dreamnt of you at 4/29/2007 10:14:00 PM




Wednesday, April 25, 2007




Get to know yourself better (Most are quite true =])


Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.


The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.


What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.


I dreamnt of you at 4/25/2007 11:51:00 PM




Monday, April 23, 2007



Marked the end

After school, I went to return my uniform. On my way there, it started to rain. Naturally, I cursed the weather because I was holding a plastic bag which contained my uniform, carrying my bag which was rather heavy and needed to hold an umbrella in order not to get myself wet. Luckily, the journey was not too long as I knew how to get there already. In order to make my job easier, helpful Nas actually met up with me during the holiday to find the way there. Without him, I guess I got to spend more than one hour to locate that place again. Time really passed so fast. More than two months were gone.

I learnt to enjoy whatever I do. So what if the way how some people work does not make you feel comfortable or upset you? You will feel happier if you can pretend not to feel anything and make a matter out of it. It is difficult to pretend but if you try to enjoy the process of your job, whatever they do will not bother you much. Moreover, the less you care, the less problems you will face. Tolerate, accommodate, pretence or acting like a fool are elements which we need to use so to survive better in this reality world, aren’t we?


Below are some memories of mine at Haagen dazs:

My cool name tag

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Cheerful me in uniform

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I dreamnt of you at 4/23/2007 10:49:00 PM




Sunday, April 15, 2007



Last day


Today, I had to wake up at 8.45a.m.for mentoring FOC amazing race trial.

I reached there promptly at 10a.m. as what was asked. The beginning was a little boring. My group was quite slacked. I liked the station which required us to sing our nation anthem and do a banana dance across the bridge. We scared off quite a number of people by our loud voices. There were few stations which required us to eat. There was one which required us to eat lemon. I am quite scared of sour food. The sight of lemon already made me feel so ‘sour’, let alone eating it.

However, under the persuasion of my partner, I decided to give it a try. It took me a lot of courage to have that bite, a small one. But, I jumped when I felt the sour taste. I jumped and jumped and spitted it out. Luckily, only my partner and the other mentor saw it. Then, I asked whether the station master could buy bitter curd just for my station. =p My partner said he was glad that it was not bitter curd. At our last station, we were supposed to squeeze out 3 drops of tears after eating wasabi. I was the first one to try out. My first comment was not spicy at all. After which, I heard some voices asking “did we buy the wrong one again?” Then, a mentor came and tried a bit. From her expression, I could see it was quite spicy for her. I let few others to try too. A mentor asked whether I was eating green tea ice-cream when I ate a spoonful of wasabi again. I swear that it was not spicy at all. Then, I told my partner to eat the lemon for me on that day and I help him with the wasabi. But, aren’t we supposed to squeeze out 3 drops of tears? So, how on earth am I going to help my group? I guess even if I finish up all the wasabi, no tears would even fall.


When I heard someone mentioning the time, I quickly took out my hand-phone. I thought “oh gosh, it is already 3.56p.m.” Then, I quickly informed Afiq about it. We were supposed to meet Jovin at 4pm at Orchard control station and we were still at explanate. Without any delay, I quickly called Jovin and rushed down with Afiq.

We went to watch a movie called “200 pounds beauty”. It was a comedy and quite a touching movie. I shed some tears near the end of the show.

After that, Afiq went to meet another group of friends for another show while Jovin and I walked around Orchard till about 9.15p.m.


I dreamnt of you at 4/15/2007 11:59:00 PM




Saturday, April 14, 2007



Mentoring appreciation dinner 07

Today, I had to work at 10a.m. till 2p.m. But, my colleague was late so had to help out till she came.

Then, I quickly walked home and changed. I took almost 2hours to get myself done. I called Jovin twice to change the meeting time. We went up to cousin’s house as his wife was willing to help us with makeup. Jovin and I do not have any makeup set and have no idea about makeup. After that, I helped her with her hair, put on my earrings and necklace and tied my hair. As it was still rather early so we walked to her house to have a seat.

Everyone looked nice in their dresses or suits. The place was nice and enjoyed most parts of the dinner. It was my last chance to see the just graduated seniors which is pretty fast. Time really flies.

I am too lazy to describe the programme so that is all.


Me after the make up

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Jovin and I after the make up

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Jovin and I on the shuttle bus

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Me on the shuttle bus

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jovin and me in the toilet

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Just me!

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I like my make up. It was my first time with eyes shadow! =)


I dreamnt of you at 4/14/2007 11:59:00 AM




Friday, April 13, 2007



Random thoughts

I just feel like writing out some thoughts and have nothing better to do so I decided to post an entry.

2 days ago, I went to mentoring FOC’s games trial. It was really fun. Anyway, I am always so excited about camps because of some personal reasons. I got to know some mentors who are from the new intakes. It was the first time I got to talk with my partner of my group. He listed out some names which are available for the group’s name and I said I want Powerpuff Girls. Then, he asked “really ah”? So, I said “erm..ya”.=p The names available are Superman, Batman etc. I am just not interested in them. X-men should be made available because I like them and they are so cool. =p

Yes, I am quite excited to be a group leader. But, my partner must dare to cheer which I think he can do it very well because I do not dare to cheer. I am even worse at cheers which need a lot of movements. Know what? I am going to be a ghost for the night walk. Some said my laughter is enough to scare people. So bad of them! =( But, I agree with them. During last year’s night walk, Jovin was scared off by my screams and laughter as she was not far away from me. She thought it was the sounds made by the ghosts. o.O


I am so excited about the upcoming activities! I am sure everything will be fun and unforgettable. =)



I dreamnt of you at 4/13/2007 12:26:00 AM




Saturday, April 07, 2007



Great day?


I had a presentation today which was part of my CCA programme called mentor-to-mentor. There were students from different schools which were SAJC, TJC, TP, NUS and SP. Unfortunately; there were only Nas, Ben and me from SP because the rest of them had something on.

We were supposed to prepare to a 2-minute speech which I did. However, I did not have much time to do a proper preparation so I just read through a few times. I think my presentation was not too bad because I had to present in front of so many strangers, able to say out almost all the points and most importantly I did not laugh at all.=)

The topic which I presented was “People whom I met at my workplace”


The following paragraphs were what I had presented.

“Ever since my graduation from Secondary school, I started to work in the society. My first job was to work as a promoter. The nature of my job allowed me to interact with different types of people.

It was rather surprising to see how some people behaved which made me to have different perception of some people.

There are two categories of people which I am going to talk about.

The first one is Educated people V.S. less Educated people.

When I was still working as a promoter, I tried to promote my product to all types of people. I judged them by how they talked. Less educated people would at least smile at me or even shake their heads and gave me a warmth smile if they were not interested. However, most of the more educated people would just walk off without even looking at you. It happens even when I am working as a service crew at Haagen Dazs now. Less educated people would appreciate what you have done for them more compared to educated people. Most of the more educated people would make a fuss of every small matter and make things difficult for you instead of appreciating it.

The next one would be Singaporeans V.S. Foreigners

I realize that foreigners actually are more polite to service crews or people working in the service line compared to Singaporeans. This is further proven by a report which I read on Readers’ digest months ago. The courtesy of Singaporean is ranked bottom among 35 cities among the globe. As a Singaporean, I really feel quite disappointed about it.

From all these which I have seen, I learnt that wherever we go, we represent someone or something. It could be your country or status. It is important to respect everyone and be helpful and friendly to people around us so that this world will be a better place for living.”


After that, we sat at a place to eat and chat then we walked to Vivo City for window-shopping. It was quite fun which made me rather reluctant to work. Well, in the end, I did.


I dreamnt of you at 4/07/2007 11:59:00 PM




Wednesday, April 04, 2007



Funny day

Yesterday was a funny day for me.

Firstly, in the afternoon, there was a group of boys who were around my age came in for some ice-cream and I was the one who served them. Then, a colleague told me to ask them if it was okay for them to have a creation in a plate instead of a tall glass as we have run out of it. When I walked towards them, a guy smiled at me. I just felt the way he smiled was so hilarious that I laughed. All of us started laughing when I laughed. We laughed for about 10seconds then stopped. After their creations were done, I served them too. This time round, I really controlled myself from laughing. I guess one of them could see that I was trying to control myself so he said “eh..laugh leh”. I was so stunned when I heard that. Yes, indeed, I started laughing again. =p

The shopping center kept playing the soundtrack for the whole day. I started listening to it since 10am when I started work till about 9pm then it stopped playing. I enjoyed listening to a song called “can’t take my eyes off you”. At night, while waiting for the bill done, I did not know what gotten into me that I actually tried imitating a phrase “I love you baby”. Then, almost all of my colleagues looked at me for 2 seconds and one of them said “Don’t act cute la” and all of us laughed together. One of them did not hear how I sang so he asked “What?” Then, one of them said “you better not hear anything or else I will pity your ears.” It was really so funny. Actually, they should pity my future boyfriend. =p I am just joking because it is quite impossible for me to sing to him. I will only sing unknowingly.


I dreamnt of you at 4/04/2007 10:09:00 AM