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Saturday, October 31, 2009

A Chilling Saturday

I had to make an extra effort to wake up at 9am even though the previous night I slept before 11pm. Perhaps, it was the cooling morning or my rare day without work that made me feel so reluctant to leave my warm and comfortable bed. Anyway, I did 20 crunches at one go, packed my room and prepared a pail of water so that I could clean my floor after my run. After a week of not running – been packed with activities on my non-tuition nights, I felt more tired than my usual run. Despite of that, I ran a longer distance. ^^ Yea, after my run, I cleaned my room and washed my common toilet’s basin and toilet bowl. =D

After my refreshing bathe and a not so appetising breakfast, I walked to Queenstown Library to borrow some books for myself and mum. Upon reaching there, I learnt that the library will only be opened at 2pm and it was only 1pm. o.o Therefore, I decided to make a trip to Orchard Road to buy my black dress by walking to a bus stop that required me to walk for 15minutes. The blazing sun made my walk a grumpy one. If you could read my mind, you would surely find me very irritating. Ha ha. That was how much I grumbled. =/

After waiting for what seemed like eternity, the bus finally came but I could not board it because it was too full. =( Anyway, I saw an ex-colleague but did not manage to greet her because I did not feel like doing so and she did not see me anyway. = p Seeing her answered a question of mine. I decided to walk back to Queenstown Library when the bus did not come by 1.45pm.
Upon reaching home, I had to carry out my mission – bring food to my sis’s hostel. The amount of things – 9 packets of drinks, 5 apples, 2 packets of rice, 6 slices of bread, 1 box of cake and 4 packets of biscuits – that I had to carry worsen my mood. =/ The journey to her hostel was definitely a torture. What to do? I am being a sweet and good sis, eh? =p Ha ha ha.

I ate my dinner with her and found some songs for my HP. I left there at about 5.40pm to travel to Illuma for ‘My Sister’s Keeper’ with Jet. Ha. Both of us were quite late but still in time to buy tickets and have to get into the cinema in 5minutes’ time.

It was a movie of how powerful love can be. This little girl was created (test-tube baby) to save her sis who was having leukaemia by donating blood substance (can’t find a better term to describe) to her sis and whenever she did, she would be in pain. Blah blah blah. Watch it yourselves! =D I wonder if something similar occurs in real life. Anyway, I tear a lot during the show. It has been quite some time since I last tear this much during a show.

After which, we headed to Orchard to get my black dress. The thought had been haunting me since Thursday when I saw it with Alex. I only bought their top as I thought that the design was really unique and I liked it immediately when I saw it. =D For the dress wise, I thought that I did not look as good as what Alex and the two staff described and could not find any reason/occasion wearing it. On the next day, I told two colleagues about it and they encouraged me to buy. On the very day, Alex tried to convince me by saying that I could wear it for dates, dinner, etc. When I saw sis, she encouraged me to buy by saying $29 is the usual/normal price for a dress. Anyway, before I bought it, I wore it for Jet to see and he thought I looked good too. Perhaps, I expect too much from myself therefore I thought I looked really ordinary in it. All right, I am still training hard for a better figure. =D

Jet brought me to ‘Toast Box’ at Wisma. Gosh. I liked it instantly especially when we were sitting next to the window where we could see part of the Orchard Road clearly. It was so beautiful with the Christmas decoration and rain. A really good place to chill out at, eh? ^^

I dreamnt of you at 10/31/2009 11:59:00 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Bad dreams

I had bad dreams last night. This time round, I dreamt of people who hurt me and whom I hope not to see for the rest of my life. I thought that I was doing fine but it is just an illusion.

A while ago, a colleague said that she wants to introduce me to one of her male friends.

Recently, my colleagues would try to matchmake to their friends or anyone they know.

I came out with some reasons for their doings.

1. I look like I am ready for marriage.
2. I look like I am desperate to get a boyfriend.
3. I am good enough to be their friends’ girlfriend.
4. I still look very sad.
5. I look lonely
6. (Can’t think of any other reason)

Haha. Nevertheless, I think that it is fun to do so. No harm making more friends, right? At the moment, I am not looking for one due to many reasons like no much free time and not having much faith in guys (Hahaha. Sorry to all guys who read this).

I dreamnt of you at 10/29/2009 12:55:00 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Refreshed Tuesday

Ha. Refreshed? I was so tired last night that I slept before 11pm. Therefore, I felt rather great this morning. ^^

Work was fine but very busy. I had so much to do that I still have a lot of work undone. Now, I am more convinced that work will never be completed in a day.

Anyway, during the break, I was so surprised to see someone’s email (reply) that it made me smile! Yesterday, I was a little down and needed some getaway so I tried my luck by emailing him when he is in Australia now. Well, he has not contacted me since the day he left here so I thought that he did not have any internet access.

After work, a colleague and I went to do pedicure! It was my first time doing it and thought that it was a little ticklish when the manicurist tried to remove my dead/dried skin. I chose two different shades of bright pink and glittering circles as the coat for my toes. I really liked it as I thought that it looked nice on me. ^^ It cost me $26.40. My generous colleague actually let me use her package so that it will be cheaper. =) More importantly, the aftereffect is so different from what I have done on my toes/nails. =/

I thought that I would smile upon seeing my pay being credited into my account but I did not as the total amount in my bank account is not the desired amount I wanted to see! The worse is, I still have to wait till mid of next month before seeing the desired amount. =(

Anyway, today is my mask day again! I used the chocolate flavoured mask. Yes, it smelt nice but I felt that it would not work that well. Perhaps, it is due to its strong chocolate smell. My face is so smooth once again! =D No, correction, it should be smoother than usual. =p

I think I will be sleeping right after my three sets of crunches. Tell me why am I so tired? Blah. Another tuition session tomorrow. Yes, for the sake of my school fees and expenses, I will continue to press on. But, I am really so, so tired. =(

The thought of you brings tears.......

I dreamnt of you at 10/27/2009 10:18:00 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Many, many smiles

This morning was not so great as I felt really so tired and hoped to sleep a little longer. Once I reached the office, I made myself a cup of hot green tea to perk myself up a little.

Work was great with little mistakes. Lunch was even better because I had it with a colleague who shared half of her delicious and nutritious soup which was cooked by her son, with me. I am so blessed with nice colleagues and friends loving and treating me well, eh? ^^ Oh ya. I drank a packet of slimming tea today. Two packets of it were left behind by an ex-colleague. I thought it was fun so I gave it a try. It tasted terrible. >.< But anyway, I still finished it because I did not want to waste it. =D

Anyway, I came across a song on someone’s blog and decided to listen. I fell in love with it the moment I heard it. Most importantly, the girls are so pretty, with nice expressions and have sweet voice. In fact, I loved all their songs. If you realize, they have nice lips too. Ha. There, I started telling someone about them having kissable lips - in my opinion. I hope that my male readers will not start to fantasize about kissing them after reading this part. =x

If you ask me for the definition of kissable lips, I will say that my definition is…erm… weird. I will first look at the teeth. I will be turned off if any tooth is black or grayish (shows that you have bad hygiene practice)or if your teeth are badly arranged (Am I using the right description to describe the teeth? Also, I am sorry if you do not have nice set of teeth because this is only my thought). Secondly, he must be someone whom I love. I cannot imagine kissing someone whom I have no feelings for. Thirdly, no bad breath. Hahahaha. Sounds like I am very experienced? Neh~ I am very innocent, all right? =D

Okay, I guess I have no rights to be so choosy. I do not have kissable lips (hahahaha) because I think the colour is too dark to the extent that they look grayish at times. I do not really like my eyes and ears because they are too small and big respectively. =/ My nose is acceptable and so is my complexion (not when I am 1cm away from a mirror =p). I love my dimples most. =D I have the height but not the figure. Perhaps, I do not really like how I look, huh. Did I say that I already thought of doing plastic surgery when I was still a primary school student? Blah. How many times have I talked about my looks on this blog and how many times have people tried convincing me that I am not ugly? I am very stubborn, huh? Yes, I realized that I am. =)

Today was my last time seeing a colleague because next Saturday will be her last day and I do not work on Saturday. When we were on the cab, I asked her if she would miss working here. She did not think that she would but she would miss a few colleagues like me! =D That made me smile but I pretended to be nonchalant about it. =/ Ha. I am very good at doing it. =p

I will miss her too because she was like my last colleague from my batch. The rest of them just joined us not too long ago. When I first met her, I really thought that she disliked me but after asking around, I got to know that she would be unfriendly to strangers. Gosh. When the call center first started, there were only two people on duty on weekends. It was so awkward to be working with her because she was so quiet. In order to ease the situation, I came up with many topics to talk about. As such, it did solve the problem and she even took the initiative to talk to me. =D

To sum up, I had a great Sunday! ^^

I dreamnt of you at 10/25/2009 10:43:00 PM

Friday, October 23, 2009

Emotional week

For the whole of today, I just felt like crying. I automatically woke up before 6am and sent out a message that I prepared before I slept.

In the morning, I did my usual stuff slower than most mornings. I was so slow that when I looked at my HP clock, it indicated 8.30am and I should and must leave my house at 8.25am. I walked so fast that I reached the bus stop at 8.33am. Anyway, I was only late for 5minutes which was so lucky of me!

Work was better today but I was so tired.

I think that the highlight of today is, the maid actually asked me why her sis cannot call her HP. After checking, I told her that her pre-paid card’s value is running low. Before she left the room (my tutee was in the toilet), she told me not to tell any of the family members as she would get scolding from them. =/ Poor thing! My heart goes to foreigners who leave/left their hometown and all their family members and work in a foreign country. I think that they are so brave! However, at the same time, I can curse and swear at them for snatching some of our jobs and occupying some of the places in polytechnic or universities. Ha. Whatever it is, I will try to give my best in whatever I do.

Three reasons that made me smile today:

1. The trust that my tutee's maid has for me. Once, she even entered the room just to show me
her family photos. It was mixed feelings.

2. There is an application in FB asking questions like if you had never met… how it would be or
what is… dream’s job. A colleague actually posted, “no jokes from blur queen @ work to
laugh... hahaha” I did not know that my silly acts are regarded as their jokes too.

3. A friend actually said that I am one of his friends whom he missed when he was in camp.
Actually, when he was telling me that he missed his friends, the first thought that came to my
mind was, “I doubt that I was being missed” but he did. =D

Wishing that I will stop feeling for once because it hurts so much...

I dreamnt of you at 10/23/2009 11:11:00 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Something to ponder on

I had a very bad day at work because I got shouted at for making a mistake that I did not realize and never being told over the past three months. At that moment, I was in shock. I was never heard. Am I really so insignificant and untrustworthy that I am not heard when I really want and hope to? Maybe I am not clear enough in my explanation but I did read everything to the candidates. I really mean everything and even gave explanation so how can it be not detailed? Maybe that is how that place works. When someone makes a mistake, pride is not taken into consideration. I can never forget the detail of the email that was being sent to everyone when a staff made a mistake for the first time. Maybe what is more surprising about the today’s matter is, I was being shouted at by someone whom I adore and respect. Sorry to say that I may have changed my opinion from that moment onwards.

Today marked the second time I cried in the office due to how I was being treated. Something I did different was, I walked out of the office and cried.

I thought I was doing fine and that I could stay there and do my part time degree next year but I think that I may have to take my words back.

Or, is that how the world works? If it is so, I am more disappointed than I ever have about the world.

In spite of all, I am still going to list down the three things that made me smile today.

1. The sight of Xinyu (the girl whom my mum babysits) because I have not seen her for quite some time and I really miss her a lot.

2. I had my subway treat – a reward for finishing six subway cookies during the office hour – from by colleague.

3. The moment my boss passed my payslip to me.

I dreamnt of you at 10/21/2009 10:34:00 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

Stuck with thoughts

Lately, I have been feeling more emotional than usual and the culprit must be my period that is coming soon. =/ I am feeling sad and empty all over again. I cannot wait for November to come as I will not be giving tuition for about three weeks as requested by my tutee’s dad. It is good news to me and I will use the extra time to go for my run when I have no plans on that particular day. Well, the rainy season is nearing so it will be wiser to run while I can. I think I will start going to the library more often during the rainy season to past time. Anyway, it is really very relaxing to read while sitting at the side of the window where you can see the rain falling. =)

I am falling in love with the rainy season.

Does it contradict my sunshine character? But, the question is, when am I one?

The three reasons :D
1. Seeing my new colleague. I miss Joanne Chua! =/
2. Had a nice ramen for lunch. =D
3. Went for my 15mins run after work. Sounds crazy?

May I ask how have you been?

I dreamnt of you at 10/19/2009 10:00:00 PM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

A Superb Saturday

I started my Saturday well! I slept at 10.30pm last night as I had nothing much on hands and were feeling tired. I woke up at about 8.45am, did ten sit-ups and went for a fifteen minutes run. It was a refreshing run as I was dripping with sweat after that. It must the doing of the blazing sun too. Did I tell you that I am determined to slim down after being told that I look fatter? =/ That sentence really does make me feel that I have grown fatter too. Sigh.

For some reason, I had a sudden urge to clean my room and wash my house’s common toilet (basin, toilet bowl and floor). It really gave me a great sense of achievement after seeing that they are much cleaner now. The bathe I had after that made me feel that I had not had such an enjoyable and refreshing one for a long, long time. =D Oh. The technician came and solved my internet issue. The problem was due to my service provider again! >.< Anyway, I went to work at the call center as it is double pay today! =D Moreover, the working hours is 6hours shorter compared to working on a Sunday. After work, my colleague and I decided to cab to Kallang MRT station today since the company said that each taxi ride is claimable up to $15. How could I not smile when it was such a comfortable ride to a station nearer to my home and I was able to save more on my transport fare? =) A kindergarten classmate actually wants me to introduce a job to his sis who has just completed her ‘N’ level. When I gave him my company email address, he confirmed it with me again to ensure that it belongs to mine. Reason being, he wants his sis’s resume to be in my hands as he has bad experience with some recruiters so he does not want the same thing to happen to sis. It really made me smile as he trusts me. ^^ Wait, I mean it is a good feeling to be trusted by others. =)

The void.

I dreamnt of you at 10/17/2009 10:30:00 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Internet is down again!

For the past two days, I slept much earlier than usual and had good solid hours of sleep. =D How long have I not experienced that? My days have been good and I have not been lazy to write my “three things that make me smile” to keep myself going. They are still in my hand phone.

Anyway, it seems like I have been given extra time for myself. Recently, I have been thinking of doing a Part-Time Degree in HR if I can’t get into social work. If it really happens, I will continue my full time job and forgo my two part time jobs. I think that I will be okay because if I am able to do my two part time jobs but why not three hours of lessons for two nights in a week. Well, nothing is confirmed and I hope that everything is based on my decision but not by others especially people whom I think have been hurting and not given me much support all this while.

A colleague challenged me to eat six subway cookies in a day and the reward is a subway meal. =p People who know me well will know that this is very easy for me. I ate four cookies in two hours and two more to go. ^^

Anyway, I can only come online on Saturday because I am only available on Saturday for the technician to come. This will be the third time already! Oh my god. >.<

The presence of emptiness...Being forbidden to tear for the same reason. It is hard though not as hard but I will still try because I...

I dreamnt of you at 10/14/2009 12:45:00 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. I finished the task that I set for myself. =) It is still a mystery but I really hope that it can make someone happy.

2. After more than 6months of working at the call center, my supervisor finally gave me the permission to take a taxi from Eunos MRT station (that is the nearest to my home and office) to my office and vice versa and I started doing it today. =D This arrangement is so much better for me because I am a lazy person. Therefore I do not really like going to Outram MRT and change to another MRT. =/

3. I have not shed a single drop of tears for at least 3 days and am going to continue working hard to be happy.

I just found out another couple just broke up when I thought that they would last till marriage. I felt sad for them even though I do not know them in person. I started reading the girl (a friend’s friend)’s blog when she was 17 and found it interesting so I continue reading it till now. Gradually, it seems like I know her in person. By the way, she is as young as me. Which couple is next? What is wrong with people now? Why do they break up due to really minor matters? =(

I dreamnt of you at 10/11/2009 10:27:00 PM

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. I had a craving for chicken rice so I actually went to Queenstown Market to have it after work. For now, I think it is the best chicken rice I know of. ^^ Initially, I had the intention to borrow books on Social Work from Queenstown Library. Therefore, I had to go to the National Library to read it. Ha. My office is really near to Bugis and I made a trip back to Queenstown and back to Bugis again. Anyway, I bought Chocolate Milk Tea from Queenstown MRT and that big cup only cost me $1.50! =D

2. I found some books related to social work and even topics on what I wanted to read! I was quite glad to see topics related to social work for prisoners/criminals. I may even consider doing it at hospitals – I am mentally prepared for the life and death of my clients too. I still have three solid months to consider whether or not I want this as my career. In fact, this will be a tough journey for me because I am positive that people whom I yearn support for, will object me for doing this. Wouldn’t life be boring if you are doing things for the sake of being successful in life? No, this is not what I am looking for. I cannot imagine myself wearing a business suit and conducting major meetings with clients and subordinates. Yes, I cannot deny that I hope to be successful and reasonably rich in life but having a career that is meaningful is more important to me. Anyway, I still have a lot to consider for, like meeting really difficult people, expressing myself and dealing with people. I am really, really glad to have supportive friends! =)

3. I bought a blusher that suits my skin tone! ^^ Is it a bad thing that I am getting more vain? o.O I have more and more beauty products! = p Ho ho.

I dreamnt of you at 10/10/2009 11:45:00 PM

Friday, October 09, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. It is finally end of the tough week that I am going through! I think that the toughest thing of this week is the four lessons I had to give after my work. Luck has never been on my side to give me obedient students. =/ Nevertheless, I am really proud of Lim Chu Er who has been able to persevere till today! ^^

2. I had a great lunch today. I decided to buy a side dish which I really hoped to try which was BBQ pork with sesame seeds and rice. I brought soup from home as I could not finish my breakfast this morning. The soup contained cabbage, carrot, pork, button mushrooms and sea cucumber and it was really delicious! =) This explains why I only bought one side dish with rice. I usually try to maintain the cost at about $2 so that I will have money for the things that I really want to buy.

3. Today is mask day! I am still having my mask on my face while typing this entry. It is Cherry Blossom mask today and has the strongest smell compared to the two other masks that I tried. I hope that my complexion can be better or remain the same when I hit 30. =p Actually, I hope that my complexion can be better. Am I too greedy? =/

I dreamnt of you at 10/09/2009 10:15:00 PM

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. We had a nice KFC meal today because it is a colleague’s birthday tomorrow so she actually gave the whole company a treat. How long have I not have KFC? It could have tasted better if the food was warmer and arrived much earlier for us to eat. Anyway, I am still grateful to have the treat. ^^

2. My nice colleagues actually uploaded the pictures into Facebook already. There are so many nice photos! =D

3. I am quite glad that I got through today despite the fact that I am extremely tired today due to the lack of sleep. Kudos Chu Er!

*A LONG BIG YAWN* Good night world~

I dreamnt of you at 10/08/2009 11:04:00 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. My candidate was so surprised and happy that she got shortlisted for an assignment that she said, “Oh my God” and “Really” for at least 2 times. Ha. It made me laugh so hard too. Most candidates actually take us for granted. I felt really happy for her. ^^

2. My colleagues and I went for the company dinner. It is a nice feeling to put work aside and enjoy together. It was like a big group friends going out. I think I was still not that comfortable going out with a big group of people. Anyway, we still had a lot of laughter! =) I think the food was not fantastic and believe that we paid $36 because of the ambience and location.

3. Today was my first time to clubbing. Yes, only when I am going to turn 21 in less than 4months' time! It was still very early when we reached there so it was rather difficult to judge whether I liked the environment. Anyway, I found it okay and saw some cute guys. Ha.

Today, there were three people thought that I am already 22 when I am only 20. =/ I think I am quite used to people saying that I look older than my actual age so I did not feel that hurt anymore. =)

I thought I saw you but only to realise that it was just an illusion and it brought tears....

I dreamnt of you at 10/07/2009 11:59:00 PM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. We were able to send out more resumes than requested within 2hours. =) It had not been an easy day for us as our manager was not in to settle small and big issues that came to us. I felt that I was more confused than usual. Anyway, I think the spirit of teamwork was great! ^^

2. The company dinner that we are going tomorrow will only cost $36 instead of $42 or even more because my boss decided to go so that she can use her HSBC credit card to help us get the discount.^^ As such, I can save more money! After joining this company, I spend 10times more money than I ever had in my life. =/ I will take it that I am taking a short break from studies so the amount I spend now is like a reward for working hard as a student for the past 13years. = p Like real. Ha

3. My tutee actually praised me that I looked nice in my tube top. It made me smile because she hardly praises me. She usually criticizes me, that is, giving negative remarks. =/ Oh. She actually waited for me at her void deck. Her grandma told me that she (my tutee) said she must wait for me at the void deck. Well, it was quite sweet of her. =)

On the 26th of Sept, Sis and I went to ION Orchard for the Swensen 1-for-1 Ice cream buffet. I will not go again unless there is another such offer because it is quite expensive to spend about $20 for that buffet.

Beloved sunflowers and I! =D

Sunflowers and US! ^^

I dreamnt of you at 10/06/2009 10:15:00 PM

Monday, October 05, 2009

Three things that make ME smile!

Here it goes:

1. I made a stranger smile. ^^ What happened was, I actually spoke and laughed very loudly (like again) in the lift over something which I cannot recall. So, my manager started to say, “Bu yao jiang hua na mo da shen!” and laughed at the same time over what I said or how I laughed (whichever). She told me not to speak so loudly. Ha. That is us! Somehow, it made me laugh even more and I saw the stranger smile too.

2. Tution went pretty well today as there was very little distraction. My guess is, she enjoyed the shape lesson we had today. =) Well, we cannot have the same lesson everyday.

3. When my colleague announced that she already had my tube top that I ordered, it made me smile. At first, I was a little disappointed with the material and colour but I changed my mind when I tried it at home. I thought that it is not that bad afterall. =)

Wishing that x'mas is coming soon.

I dreamnt of you at 10/05/2009 10:16:00 PM

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Three things that make you smile

In order to help myself recover, I will make an effort to write down three things that make me smile at the end of each day. Research has shown that it can lift one’s mood.

Here it goes:

1. A colleague thought that my dress looks nice on me. (I often worry that my clothes will attract negative feedbacks from people. Therefore, she made me smile. ^^)

2. An ex-classmate, Afiq talked to me on MSN today which was quite surprising because I have not heard from him after knowing that he passed his math re-test. We updated each other on each other’s life. CEDRICK! He will be attending your 21st birthday party! So, I do not have to bring any present to your party, right? =p

3. I found the drama “Full House” on an online streaming website. Ha. I just thought of watching it again because I remember it as a sweet drama and want to experience it. I remember my literature teacher telling me that every time you read a story or watch a move or drama again, it will give you a new experience. Anyway, I watched that show when I was still 15. After 5years, I believe that I will think differently of that show.

Trust me, it is not that easy to list down three things but I did. Way to go! =)

I dreamnt of you at 10/04/2009 10:27:00 PM

Saturday, October 03, 2009

Get out, agony!

I had a day of fun at the Escape Themepark. Like what the name suggests, it is like a place for me to escape from the reality and hurt I have been facing.

If not of the $8/person coupon, I would not be going there because it is not worth it to pay $17+ for each ticket. I was quite disappointed as there were only five stations for me to play. o.o The rocking boat made me scream and laugh like nobody’s business. (Please don’t imagine how I scream because it may turn you deaf. =p) I totally love it anyway. (AHHHHHHHHHHHH! It was like screaming all my agony out.)

Oh. There was this station called "Haunted". Well, it reminded me of something again. Blah. Whatever. Anyway,I persuaded Cedrick to go in when he did not want to. When we were almost inside, I pulled him out as I thought it was very scary. =/ Yes, I admit that I am a coward. =/

There was a station that required me to drive a car (not a real one, of course). I was so scared especially after Cedrick telling me that the car was operated on a real engine so you cannot bang against it. Therefore I took the advice and drove the car very slowly and carefully. I was so slow that when I returned from the second lap, everyone was already waiting for me and I still had another lap to go. Gosh. How embarrassing. I never knew driving is so scary. =/

After which, we went to Changi Airport to have our Popeye meal and it was my first time eating it. =D I thought that it was quite a nice meal and had not had a meal filled with fried food with no vegetables for a long, long time. Not that I miss it but rather, I am not a big fan of fried food. Then, we walked around Changi Airport for a cosy place to rest and chat. Well, we did not have the best place but was good enough though. Actually, Changi Airport is a nice place to chill at especailly when the rainy season is here soon. =)

When passing by a MRT station which was once a familiar one, I tried very hard to pretend that it was just another station. I know that I need much more time to get over it for, I am Chu Er, someone who lacks confident and is very sentimental, stubborn, emotional and not so strong at heart.

Anyway, I will be very busy this week as I will be giving tuition on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday and going to my company's dinner on Wednesday. =( I will press on and stay strong no matter how hard it will be.

This is for myself, my future and people who love and care for me. =)

A very heartwarming, sweet and cute video. I LOVEEEE his voice. Check it out!

A video about your partner. Something that I begin to lose belief in when I used to think that to be in love is a beautiful thing and look forward to that. Not at the moment though.

I dreamnt of you at 10/03/2009 11:59:00 PM