WHERE.RAINBOWS.END.sometimes fate just can't stop meddling..

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Queenstown mentoring outing!=D

Yesterday was a big event for all the Queenstown mentors though not everyone turned up. It was a successful one. I enjoyed myself a lot.

I met up with lei sim at 9.15 am yesterday. Basically, everyone was quite late. Nevertheless, it did not stop us from doing what we were supposed to. First, we headed to Nas’s house. His mother was kind enough to lend us her kitchen to fry all the food. We had to wait for the other to turn up before doing anything else. Later, when the others turned up, we started discussing about the schedule and stuffs.

At about 2pm, lei sim, Afiq, Ben and I headed to Ben’s house for further preparation.

At about 3.50pm, lei sim and I went to Yew Tee MRT station to fetch the mentors to the function room.

Yesterday was the first time I met someone after 3months. At least, he has seen me once or twice before but I did not. I am quite amazed that we are still able to maintain our friendship despite of this. The day before the party, he told me that he hoped that I will not be screaming or laughing when I saw him. I think I felt so shy when I saw him that I did not dare to talk to him. I had to tell the individual their respective group, so I told the guys to help me to tell him. But, somehow, they pushed me to him. After telling him, I screamed and ran off and I think I was blushing too. The others were quite stunned by my reaction and laughed at me. I think both of us were too shy to speak to each other or even said a ‘hi’ so eventually we did not manage to talk.

Anyway, half of them were late so Adrian told one of us to bring the group over first. After awhile, when Marzuk came back from the toilet, he told me to leave first as I was the organizer and also the MC. He left with me. He was very kind to give me plasters to paste over my ankle as it was hurt by my high heels. He kept asking me if I was alright and told me to stop and adjust the plaster before walking. But, I insisted on walking as we were quite late. I felt quite terrible as it was raining cats and dogs while we were trying to walk there and had to bear with the pain.

The event went quite smoothly other than me kept laughing and screaming during the games. Ivy was funny. Everyone teased that we were going to die when she became the wacko. They kept bullying Afiq. Yesterday was so much fun. The food was quite nice too. I liked Marzuk’s jelly and Wei ping’s potato bacon.

Credits.

Firstly, I would like to thank Ben for booking the function rooms at his condo. I love your condo and everything. That Afiq kept saying that it was his condo yesterday. We could only “agree” with him. Lei sim said “wo zhen de fu le ta”. This Afiq is really very funny at times. For example, when u praised someone, he would say a bit like me. Anyway, without the function rooms, we might have a difficult time to look for another place to hold the party.

Secondly, I would like to thank Nas for asking his mother to lend us his kitchen. Without the kitchen, we wouldn’t have so much delicious food.

Thirdly, I would like to thank my school coordinators, Jackson and Ivy. Without their support, we might not be able to run this party so smoothly.

Fourthly, I would like to thank the mentors for bringing the food to yesterday’s party. Without them, we wouldn’t have so much delicious food and wouldn’t be so full.

Fifthly, I would like to thank everyone for coming.

Other than saying thank you, I do not know what to say. I was quite touched to receive massages from the mentors and Ivy to thank us for the wonderful event. Nas said everyone (or maybe just most or some?) was proud of me (I guess because I am too crazy at times so they were proud of me.) And Ben for saying it was a successful one. I do agree!

I would like to apologize for my bad performance. I did not do a good job as a MC. I would like to thank Afiq for being a wonderful MC.

I dreamnt of you at 12/28/2006 12:59:00 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

S.LIEN.T N.IGH.T

I was reading through someone’s blog. She wrote about her day at ROM. It was her brother who was getting married. Although I was not there, I could feel the happiness and joy at the ROM. She posted pictures and entries with descriptions of the event.

Suddenly, I had the urge to get married. But, where’s my black horse? I guess he is too excited to marry me that he has fallen somewhere on the way here. I can assure that he will be here soon. Chu er, stop it! I am sorry for being so crappy. Please forgive me. =x Few of my friends are often tortured by me. I always tell them that I am not going to get married. Some time later, I might even tell them I think I want to get married. You see, I am so indecisive. Anyway, my ideal wedding is to be held at a church. I think it is very romantic to have wedding there. =p

I started reading novels about marriage lasted year. Please do not get the wrong idea that I am crazy to get married. I just find these stories interesting. As I read on, I find that marriage life could be scary as well as interesting.

Yesterday, I started reading a novel by the title of At First Sight by Nicholas Sparks. The main lead was a divorce man. I was shocked to know that the reason he was divorced because he was infertile. I really pity the guy. I was wondering whether his ex-wife loved him in the first place was to get a child only? I just find this reason rather funny. What kind of reasons could people come out with to get divorced? Nevertheless, I hope that such thing would not happen on anyone I know. This is rather saddening.

MerRy X'mas, everyone! =)) hohoho..

I dreamnt of you at 12/24/2006 09:32:00 PM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

a day at IMM

I love today’s weather. There was just a short downpour in the noon. For rest of the day, Queenstown area was quite windy. I think I was a little chatty today. I called ls when I woke up from my sleep. We chatted for only thirty-five minutes or so because she had to work. =( Then, I had my breakfast, listened to some music on my computer, swept my room floor and read a book on my bed. Then, mum asked my sister and me whether we wanted to go IMM to shop. Surprisingly, my sister and I asked her the same question “for what?” Actually, I did not want to go as I just wanted to slack at home. But, in the end, unwillingly, I dragged my feet out of the house. While shopping, my sister kept asking me was I bored as the bored look was plastered on my face. I guess I was not bored but just tired. Anyway, I do not like to shop unless I have already planned out my shopping list.

Sis and I saw a playground and both of us were thinking of playing. It was just a wishy-washy thinking because we are too old to play. We will only scare off those kids. =p

At the end of the shopping, I bought myself two sleeveless plain cream yellow colour and light pink colour tops. Mum was a little unhappy with me because she said I always buy this type of top. Whatsoever, I just like them.=D For now, I hope to get another denim skirt and perhaps another pair of jeans. I want more money for christmas!

I feel like watching movies. There are so many nice movies recently. But, i am too lazy to step out of my house. -_-" And, I have no idea who to ask to watch with me.

Talking about house, my dad's car went pass my old house estate today. All the HDBs there had already been demolished. The supposedly occupied land has become a piece of grassland. This is quite saddening. I just felt a bit of pain from my heart when I saw that. I guess I still have some feelings for my old house since I had been living there for sixteen years since I was born. When I thought of the chicken rice selling there, it will just remind me of my old house. Do you know why? Because, there is no nice food here! >.<

I dreamnt of you at 12/23/2006 06:38:00 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

entrepreneur club dinner & dance. .

The day has finally arrived. I bought the ticket from Adeline because I wanted to give her my support and not because I am interested to go. I know that it is not easy to plan an event.=)

It was my first time to an event like this so I have no right to give any bad comment. I enjoyed through out the event except for the food. Seriously, after eating a few mouthful of food, I was already full. It was that bad.

Anyway, I think the most interesting part of the event was the couple. I was so shocked to see them kissing in front of me. I stared at them before laughing at them. It was so brave of them. I know my reaction was weird. I am not saying I will do the same as them.

Lastly, I liked most of the performances especially the singing by the two mentors. They really bring glory to us. One of them won champion for solo for the SB talentime. Both can sing really well.

i love my earrings!

I dreamnt of you at 12/16/2006 11:29:00 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

The Clothes You Wear (so,so so accurate!)

What others see from your style.

You're imaginative and sometimes unpredictable. You like entertainment, having fun, and independence. You are outspoken, but you probably speak strongly about issues close to your heart.

What your nightclothes reveal

You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties

You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.

What others see from your belts

You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

I dreamnt of you at 12/06/2006 12:00:00 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Psychological Test

Here is the analysis:

You have a complicated personality.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: fuji.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Metal means strong but inflexible personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are not an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

I dreamnt of you at 12/05/2006 03:26:00 PM

Emotion Test

Here is the analysis:

Your emotional controlled rate: 47%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

I dreamnt of you at 12/05/2006 03:23:00 PM

What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 40%
You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too. What does being a friend really mean to you?

I dreamnt of you at 12/05/2006 03:18:00 PM

jealousy test!

quite true quite true!

Jealousy Level: 35%

You harbor no feelings of jealousyYou are calm and often think differently compared to other people. You don't get jealous because you believe that other people's business is theirs alone. So what if they're beautiful and score all the guys? That's their luck! Some people may think of you as being a bit of a loner.

I dreamnt of you at 12/05/2006 02:46:00 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

A tired but meaningful day

I finally went out after so many weeks. I really had a meaningful Saturday by contributing a part to the needy people of Singapore. This program was organized by SP primers. There were few other CCA like MENTORING participated in this event too. Today, we had to do door-to-door collection of food items from Yew Tee neighbourhood. This event was not as scary as I thought it would be. What I feared most was the dogs and nasty people. That Afiq imitated the barking sound of a dog once in awhile which made me screamed. >.<

Surprisingly, there were really nice and sweet people. A senior approached a unit which only had an old lady at home. The old lady thought that the amount of food she gave was not enough. So she asked one of them to accompany her to a nearby NTUC to buy MORE. The quantity of food she bought was enough for four families! It was really so kind of her.

The residents of Yew Tee were already being informed about this program some time ago so some of them had already prepared their food items and waited for us to collect. How nice of them! Some of them really donated a lot of food items.

There were definitely some unkind ones. I think some of you might even laugh at their stupidity. Adeline and I went to approach a unit. We heard some noises inside the house but they did not want to open the door. Seriously, are we so scary? I doubt so. We were told to be nice to people who were not willing to donate anything. Logically, it’s their own will to whether they want to donate anything or not. This is quite understandable.

A friend and I caught someone red-handed. She said that she approached that unit not too long ago but no one opened the door. Then, when her friend pressed the door bell, she quickly opened the door. She showed a signal and told her to quickly come in.

Surprisingly, while collecting the food items from door-to-door, I was not at all tired. I even wished to do more unless they told us to sit down to wait for the rest of them to come. =p

My day would not just end like this!

After that, ls, Adeline, Afiq and I went to Thing’s BBQ. The traveling part was quite terrible. We had to travel from Yew Tee to Potong Pasir. Anyway, we were one of the earliest to reach there. As we had to wait for more people to come, so we had to sit at his house first. A few of us played some computer games. By then, most of us complained that we were quite hungry but we still had to wait for the set up of the fire. I did a part by fanning the charcoal. =p There was really a lot of nice food. I think I ate the most though I helped a bit by preparing and barbequing some food too. I would walk to another place for food if there was no more cooked food left. I was quite busy with eating. I think Thing thought that I helped a lot so he thought that I hardly ate anything. Before I left, he kept asking me whether I had enough food. By now, my mentoring friends would have known that Chu Er has a monster appetite =D Don’t worry, I was so full that I think I should pay more.

Mentoring really rocks! I love you guys so much!

I dreamnt of you at 12/03/2006 12:43:00 AM