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all about this dreamer

This is a public blog of mine. Frequent posting is not expected.

Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Saturday, May 31, 2008




DBIT Bonding Day video CUM thoughts






This video clip is part of our skit which will be credited to Christopher from DBIT 1A/21. = ) Enjoy! : D



Actually, I am quite glad that I did not really have a weird accent in my presentation – perhaps, I might be the only one who thinks so but I am still trying very hard to work on my pronunciation – and did not behave like I was nervous. = D

Let me do a short introduction of this skit, ok? = )

My FYP group members and I are known as “Fast4Ward” and we were selected to promote our specialization to the current Year 1 students of Business Info-Technology. So, this is the reason why we were there for.



I realised that wariness between human being can be so scary. Because you are not me and have not been through what I been through, so you might never understand why I dread and fear of competition. If you happen to think that I am your competitor, please shake that idea of yours off and I will gracefully let you win. I just want some peacefulness. No arguments. No competition.

Because I have been myself for more than 19 years, so I guess I know myself better than anyone else does. What I want to say is; I know that sometimes I do speak without any sensibility which I am trying hard to change too. I am also trying hard to learn not to be so sensitive and not take others’ words too hard which I strongly believe that I have improved a lot compared to the past. I am only human, not an angel, not a God, therefore, I can never be perfect. I can only try this hard and the rest is up to you to accept me for what I am and give me more time.

Because you are not me, you will never know how hard I am trying.
Because you are not me, you will never know how determined I am to change myself to be a better person.
Because you are not me, you will never know how little confident I have of myself.
And now, you know.


If to live is so hard, why are we still trying so hard to live?


I dreamnt of you at 5/31/2008 01:36:00 AM




Sunday, May 25, 2008




Journey to the WestEast



As I have not been to Terminal 3 yet so someone nice volunteered to bring me there. = D

Anyway, the Budget Terminal is really quite ‘budget’. Ha ha

Then, we went to the very crowded Expo Food Fair. For me, I was quite unsure of where I was heading to and was basically pulling someone’s bag. Sounds like I am a dog. = ( We did not see much “special” food i.e. something which we hardly/never see before. We tried some samples here and there and walked off. Ha ha. Typical Singaporean. = / But, of course, we bought some food too. =)

Lastly, we went to someone’s hometown which is Si Mei to try the dessert which was damn nice. =D


This entry is quite a disappointment, eh? I just want blog something out but not too sure of what to say. = /


Basically, we had a lot of fun today. For me, it was as if I was having my holiday and getting to know places of Singapore. So, it was a fruitful day to me. =)



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From my position, you could see that I was quite bored that I lied on my bed waiting for 2 p.m.


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Tada~ Changed into this! Manly style? o.O


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If my memory does not fail me, it is called "Mango Paradse" Yummy! Especially great for the weather now and if you are a mango lover. = )


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The straw heart = )


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The one and only perfume in Singapore which is called "My Fair Lady". That someone said it suits me because my skin colour is fair. Ha ha.



Thanks for everything! = D


I dreamnt of you at 5/25/2008 11:38:00 PM




Friday, May 23, 2008



Gala & Dedication Dinner photos + randomness




It has been almost a month after this dinner and only then I decided to upload some photos. = p

(I will not put all or else it can get a little boring.)






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Starting off with my precious hair which I spent at least 4 hours on! It may seem to be simple but it was quite tough to do it even if I love spending quantity of time on my hair.
I think if I am not living where I am now, I would study courses related to hairstylist or make-up artist. But, I must be realistic. = /


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Pei Yi - who is my so called partner on that night - and me. HA = p


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Pei Yi and my first table!


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When the 2 guys went to the other table, we joined this group. = )


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A candid shot of our group when we were rather excited that Khow Ming represented our group for a game. = D


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He must be feeling quite honored! Hee. = p


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First group photo. = )


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Second group photo. Ha ha. Although my eyes are quite small, it is still quite obvious that I winked. Ha ha ha. Eh. Actually, if you see carefully, my eye shadow is the most obvious in this photo compared to other photos.


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Candid shot of Pei Yi, Marzuk and me. = D It seems like I was emoing and Marzuk was trying to console me. Ha. Marzuk said, "Chu Er, relax la~ Don't be sad, ok?" - composed by me, duh~


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The manly shot of the guys. I like this photo the most because of how it portrays the guys. It is the feel!


Today was definitely a hectic day for my group. = ( For me, I woke up at 5.10 a.m. and some woke up before 5 a.m.- because they stay even further away - to meet up for our project as we had to travel quite far for filming which is at Seng Kang. o.o I was practically dragging myself there especially when I only slept at almost 2 a.m. because I was chatting on the phone with someone. HA.


After which, we rushed back for a lecture which we missed half of it. I only missed a lecture in my whole entire life in SP as I overslept for an hour. = p The lecturer should feel honored! Then, we took a short break and went to a school for “negotiation”.


I went back to school alone – yea! Anti-social -_-“ – just kidding, I was craving for Mac apple pie so I walked to FC2 to buy.

The main thing is an advertisement which attracted my attention. I think that advertisement is rather…erm…weird? I cannot come out with a better word to describe. Okay. It is an advertisement of condoms. The poster did not really portray that it is – perhaps, it is because I have never seen that brand before. It used bananas to represent that “thing” – you should understand what I mean – and with condoms on it. Meaning, the bananas were wearing condoms. I blinked my eyes a few times to ensure that I saw the right thing. I really wonder how parents are going to explain the advertisement to their children if they asked. o.O


I dreamnt of you at 5/23/2008 08:31:00 PM




Saturday, May 17, 2008



Lethargic

I feel so, so lethargic when writing this entry but I still insist on writing one as I have already neglected my blog for slightly more than 2 weeks. = /

The past 2 weeks were quite hectic to me and many other year 3 students. (Can I say that it is especially so for my FYP group because we were supposed to do something more compared to other groups?)


I had my last mentoring Freshmen Orientation Camp – sounds sad - where I met more friends. = D Some campers really thought that I was someone who wanted to join mentoring club so I joined the camp. One of them thought that I was very outgoing and sociable because it seemed that I just talked to anyone when the fact is I have already known them because I am already in mentoring club. = p Before the camp, I was a little hesitant and regretted signing up as a camper again since I am already so old as in I am a 3rd year student unlike most who are still in year 1 or 2. After which, I felt really great as a camper because of the amazing race and night walk. For the night walk, once again, I screamed like someone was raping me – sounds too exaggerating = p. No matter what, I felt great about screaming through the walk. = D Oh ya! My nickname during the camp is "chu chu train". So cute right - I mean the name, duh!


After the camp, it seems that life will be going very; very fast i.e. I will be graduating real soon. The thought of that is really very scary because I am not prepared for the society. You will feel so alone. The colleagues are hardly your friends to begin with. The kindest people may not be that nice too. This is what I think after my ITP. *Shrug*

Photos of the camp - I only own a few


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"One Piece" - not all members are here though.

Top (From left):Sam and Shu Zhen

Bottom (From left): Xiang Ting, Maslina and Me

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"Lone Piece" - combined group of group 7 & 8. We rock!



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Yaya and Me. She is very cute especially when she jumps! = D

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Me and Nazurah - I bet I spelt her name wrongly - bleh. Anyway, I think she is a very nice lady= ) (I think I look nerdy over here because of my hair = [ )



Know What? I have decided to take a photo/some photos with someone during the graduation dinner but we are not even friends. Well, there is always the first time so I shall do that. Frankly speaking, I always call him ‘potato’ because he is really a “potato”. Get what I mean? Meaning, he is an English speaking person! Most importantly, how do I pronounce his name? = p It is really very embarrassing because I often change people’s name. Usually, it is because I pronounced it wrongly or I mixed that person up with another person! Sometimes, I just got my sis so pissed off because actually the 2 persons whom I mixed up with are so different so there should not be any reason for me to mix up but I am just like this. = / Oh ya. I just could not stop smiling whenever he walks past me – yes, both of us are business students but of different courses and will be graduating from different schools. Sigh. Ah. My course is under 2 schools.


Lastly, the Great Singapore Sales is coming from 23rd May to 20th July. I hope and need to buy some items like a pair of spectacles because my eyesight is getting worse. = ( I do own one but it is as good as not having one because it is ugly and does not really help me to see better. I really hope to buy at least a nice and unique top because I keep wearing the same ones. And, I hope to get a good headphone (at least $50 kind) when I have the money. Money is always the issue. = ( Sigh~


Candid shots by a nice classmate - Ok, nice classmate. = p


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You see, if my classmates were looking in front, obviously, I was not paying attention in class but in my own world again. This is my usual sitting position. = p


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I think I was really doing serious work over here. = D

Oh ya. Lately, I feel that my taste for things have been changing. Now, I start to like flowers - meaning having more reaction towards flowers - and I prefer music which is not that sad - but still having sad elements in the songs - and with some instruments - which will be more on guitar. Sounds amazing, eh? = D


P.S. When I am tired, I really talk rubbish so please pardon me for any absurd comments. = )



I dreamnt of you at 5/17/2008 12:45:00 AM