Yan Yu and Me


I took some pictures with the girl whom my mum babysits and she is not yet two years old. She is so cute. She knew how to pose. I bet anyone who looks at the pictures, will smile because she looks so cute. I like her a lot. She loves to ask me to play ball with her, making faces at each other (I am her teacher! =D), play with her and accompany her. When we see each other, we usually would lie next to each other on my bed and she might sing or talk (able to understand some of what she says but not all because it is baby language) and we would smile at each other. Sometimes, I feel that we are lovely couple! = p Ok. I am not supposed to corrupt her innocent mind. I might be a potential lovely girlfriend. = p *shrug* When the time comes, we shall see. And, she loves to run towards me and hug me tight too. So sweet of her right?

















This is her and my sis on her first birthday and her birthday will be next month. She has changed a lot, right?

Taking some time


I am feeling both happy and sad now. I wonder if my readers are surprised that I actually openly write that I am sad. *Shrug* Anyway, it is a mixed feeling.


For the past four days, I have learned a lot. I met some very nice people and really enjoyed being with them. To me, it seemed like I have known them for so long. I even met one of them for one or two times before but we did not manage to talk to each other until four days ago. We are fated to be friends. =D This period is supposed to be my most stressful one but because of them, I could not remember.

I realised something of myself too which is part of me is actually a cheerful self even though my problems can be overwhelming to the extent that I wish to give up at times. Even though my friends might not always be there for me, I can be the one who consoles me and it usually works. If you wonder how, I would say…for example, when I did not do well in something, I would tell myself that I have really done my best and there is nothing I can do and it is impossible that I can do well in everything (who does not hope to do well in everything?) and I might not be the worst.

And, I will think of something which might never come true, but it will definitely make me happy.

Is it pathetic? Not sure but at least I can manage to cheer myself up.

I can be very simple. If I am not in a good mood, all you have to do is to tell me that I am not alone and I am with you (but do not say this so often) and I will get better and sometimes, touched. It is even better if you could sit by my side.


Anyway, something which is quite coincident that is one of them who has two children, are aged 18 and 23 respectively and I am 18 and the other promoter is 23. What a beautiful coincident! =D

I wonder if we would meet again which I really hope to. I feel that the younger promoter and I had endless of things to say to each other and I really, really liked that feeling and I have always preferred a female companion (I am not a lesbian) because I feel more comfortable talking to girls. But… *shrug*

Anyway, I saw two primary friends on my way home. I knew them since Primary one and they will be going NS next month! Time flies and I think it is scary and…I need time to catch up. HA

I think I miss so many things so much but I have no power to bring them back.

I am fated to wait for something which I want even if I have tried my best to fight for it.


I am fated to be an independent self too. If you ask me, of course I do wish to depend on people because I am just a girl. I am not as strong and confident as I so much wish to be.

A poem for Chu Er

A nice friend wrote a poem for me. He said it describes me. If you understand it, it is really nice and beautiful. =) And, I will treasure this. =)


Here it goes:

your radiance shines like the sun,
and your presence brings much fun.
you are the only one,
who can bring joy as quickly as the cheetah runs.
not one to be outdone,
your determination weighs a ton,
and you make miracles like a magical wand.

Pictures!

I saw some recent pictures on my hand-phone so decided to post them up.

This dumb girl asked me to take pictures of her. She met me at my workplace. The first one is at anchorpoint, a newly renovated place which is very nice and the second one is at vivocity.







When there is her, it is impossible that there is no me. = p







WeeEEe~I AM FLYING! =D



I took this when I thought that MY HAIR looked nice! It is rare okay! I am still cracking my head on which hairstyle to change to. It needs a lot of courage especially when I am quite concerned about my outlook. =D