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This is a public blog of mine. Frequent posting is not expected.

Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Thursday, August 31, 2006




shoppin day~

this entry is supposed to be posted 2 days ago as i was too tired.


tat day,i went shoppin with ls. the main part of dis para is not abt shopping. last few days,i was tryin to complete the whole book of reader digest for july series.one part is a report on how polite r we. it is based on 35 countries. sadly, s'pore is the last few in terms of rankin of politeness.i truly understand y after readin it n observing ppl tat day. i was makin my payment.thru out the payment process,i kept lookin at tat lady.she did not even look at me,let alone a smile.

anyway,this report is based on 3 tests.dey r how the sales assistance responded to customers in the shop, holdin on the door for next person behind us b4 walkin off and picking up papers for ppl who hv dropped their papers.

i guess among thesse 3,i might fail in the test for holdin on the door. the reason is vry simple. i am always having some thots on my mind so i would juz walk n walk w/o realising ppl ard me at times.


after the shoppin,we went to orchard. we took some neoprints. sis commended tat dey r vry nice!=p an hour or 2 lata, bh called to meet em at herren so we went over. dere were jason,astley,bh, alan,ervin,alister,ls n me. after some thinkin,dey decided to go cine. dey wanted to book a room where dey r 4 coms to play games. dey told us to choose a dvd to watch as dere r TVs inside. after lookin thru the list,i saw the show " my girl and i" !!!

i wanted to watch tat when it juz came out but i had no time.

ls,alister,ervin n i watched together. half way thru the show,alister fell aslp.ls complained tat it was borin. ervin seemed b engrossed in tat show so i am not sure if he was reali enjoyin it. as for me,i enjoyed watchin it bcoz it is a luv story!

tat show was rather sad n touching. i muz say tat it is another tragedy luv story but not as bad as romeo n juliet. many yrs passed, the guy was stil in luv the gal who died of a disease=( when the gal was alive,dey were so much in luv. dey were rather a rather sweet n cute couple.=))sadly, the fate played game with em.


I dreamnt of you at 8/31/2006 11:00:00 PM




Saturday, August 19, 2006




pics of East Coast outing with l.s.=))






LooK! the backgrounds of the pics! i luv eM~


I dreamnt of you at 8/19/2006 09:29:00 PM




Friday, August 18, 2006



the journey of Growing up!

I hv nth beta to do so i decided to take some photos using my digi cam from my photo album to post em. the photos r definitely not clear. the pics r in order of age.


my one yr old bd cake,vry big indeed.it was baked by my uncle.=)





















my papa, me n my mummy on my 1 yr old bd.=)















2 yrs old me with my aunt ~





















2yrs old me( SEE! i knew how to pose even i was as young as 2 yrs old!=p wahaha)

















my papa, me n my ah gong! dis is one of my favourite pics! i guess the 2 yrs old me was wonderin y was ah gong so tall?i rmb my height was not too far away from his the last time we stood together.i definitely miss him a lot a lot! his cooked curry is the first spicy food tat made me fell in luv with.since 4 yrs old,i started to luv spicy food.=) he is one of the cutiest ah gong on earth!















my sis n me on my 3yrs old bd!=) look at how cute my sis WAS!=p she was a shortie.i used to call her "ai dong gua" when both of us were much younger. she would get reali pissed off n even cried at times. BUT stil,i enjoyed callin her tat. foreva i am so playful.












3 yrs old me n my beloved SHORTIE 2 yrs old sis!=p foreva i am wearin dress or skirt.




















4 yrs old me n my 3yrs old sis~





















15 yrs old me wif cutie lil gal.she was one of the gals my mum had babysitted.














my ah ma n 15yrs old me~ at times,i reali feel so guilty. i hv not reali spend time with her since sec 4 due to my heavy workload.i noe,i noe dis is not an excuse. well,i reali do wish she can attend my weddin if i eva can get married.=)












15 yrs old me. i took dis at my old hse b4 headin to my uncle's weddin dinner.
















took dis after my make-up in a hotel's room. the hotel where my uncle's weddin was held.














wooo~ my sis n i! it was taken after OUR make-up! haha. for once, i put a light make-up for a weddin dinner.


I dreamnt of you at 8/18/2006 03:13:00 PM








a date wif L.S. at east coast.

i meet up with l.s. at the taxi stand near queenstown mrt at 12.30pm. she accompanied me to tiong to exchange for another pair of shoes bcoz i did not lyk it. i took abt half an hr to choose. lata,we walked from tiong to bukit merah. l.s. complained tat it was reali far while walkin but i did not tink so.i told her to bear wif it n i would give her an ice-cream treat.=p

the journey to e.c. wasnt vry smooth as we did not noe how to alight n how to get dere. but,luckily dere were 2 kind residents to help us. 1 told us where to walk n another walked us dere. it was reali so nice of em! if not,i guess i hv to use my sixth sense again!=x

we went to mac to eat our ice-cream n oso to enjoy the air-con a lil. after tat, we proceeded to the beach to sit. i suggested to sit on the big rock so we could enjoy the sea view beta. she wanted to sit on a higher rock as she is scared of water. the probx was we could not c any higher rock den tat.

after sittin for a min,i looked at her. she was lookin at the sea,but not with the way she shd. so,i asked her wat happened n if she was alrite. she said she thot tat the water level of the sea was reali high n it was high tide. i laughed at her b4 tellin her tat it was reali alrite as dere would not be any tsuinami in s'pore.

instead of enjoyin the view,i slept dere as i was reali so tired.

anyway,we took some pics with some reali nice sky view as background! we used a few pics to compare whose face is rounder.she started it first! =(( i told her tat mine is baby fats!=p well,whatsoever. both of us r quite thin.

b4 meetin up wif l.s.,i was prepared to b her listener.i felt tat she had a lot to tell me. true enough,she reali did.

on the way home, she asked y was i so quiet but i did not noe y too. i wished to say i was borned quiet. it's quite true in some way.i love to laugh a lot but not reali talkin.

on the journey,i saw the national stadium. it reminded me of the ndp days again. the carpark,the stadium,everydin.

i watched tv the moment i reached home. i only bathed at 8pm. after tat,as usually i listened to "yin yue ri ji" . but not lyk usual,i watched tv series till 11pm after tat.

u noe wat? recently,i hv a new chattin fren,tat is cedrick. b4 we started our first phone chat,i told l.s. tat i was a lil scared n nervous bcoz he n i only chat on the msn n hardly face-to-face even. our first chat lasted for 3hours! it was reali amazing. both of us always laugh lyk some nuts while chattin on the phone. =p

we chatted on phone again last nite. after 1 hr,i began to laugh n talk more. the way i talked was lyk i had not been talkin for many days!=p


I dreamnt of you at 8/18/2006 02:45:00 PM




Saturday, August 12, 2006



FIREWORKS AGAIN! &..a part of a pervert!

I came home last nite tellin my mum n sis abt how nice the fireworks looked. i persuaded em to watch fireworks today!

in the late evening, i thot of lei sim(l.s.) so i asked her along wif us. my sis n i went home to change n take our stuffs b4 goin.my sis was so slow~! l.s. had to come over to wait for her!my mum did not join us which was rather unexpected.

i tried to recall the way out when we reached cityhall mrt station. in the end, we had to walk round n round.well,the credit goes to me!=( i actually used my sixth sense to feel bt i stil lost the way. (this is the reason why i cannot drive car!)

we finally found a spot to sit down.the same field as ytd.

the scary part come!

dere was a malay guy,ard my age sat beside me! he smoked too! at first,i thot tat he was a nice guy.

i brought some newspapers from home to sit on em. awhile lata,he asked if he could share with me . w/o thinkin,i said ok. and,he said tat i was kind-_-"

moments lata, he began to sit closer n clOSER to me! he asked me if i smoke. my sis heard tat too.she warned me to say no(it's not tat i smoke). i told l.s. n sis abt him. my sis saw his hand puttin around me so i moved forward a bit. dey told me to shout if he reali touched me. but,i am afraid tat i would laugh instead.=(i wanted to sms someone abt my fear but he looked at my msg while i was tryin to type! so, i told em tat i wil stand somewhere until it was abt time for the fireworks to begin.

eventually,my clever sis thot of movin me in front of l.s. instead. tat was a relieve alrite! i was reali scared!

dey told me if dey were me, dey would say dere were not enough space SINCE we already knew it. BUT, the problem was how to reject him?

Although the fireworks were slightly different from ytd, dey were stil as wonderful n beautiful. i screamed a lil too.


I dreamnt of you at 8/12/2006 10:43:00 PM




Friday, August 11, 2006



BEAUTIFUL & WONDERFUL fireworks!!

This is definitely goin to be a long entry BUT a rather wonderful one for me.

i woke up at 7am to hv some revision at the main lib. I reached dere at 9am which was rather late. a noble fren woke up earlier than expected juz to teach me math.he kept his promise too.he promised me to dress up more appropriately. as a result of dis,he had a bad hair day. ANYWAY,a BIG thank you for keepin ur promise!

In the afternoon, i went for extra math lesson. Hui teng, winnie n i were chattin & laughin more den listenin durin the lesson. our class seemed to hv endless qnx for mr looi n i could c tat he was quite exhausted.

in the late afternoon, i went to meet nas,chin leat,lester n adrian for connie's bd surprise! alister came lata as she had sth on. the plannin process was a tough but funny one. joyce was our informal as she was wif connie. in the end,we managed to gif her a pleasant surprise. i was quite glad too. it definitely worth my time bcoz it brought a smile on someone's else.

after tat,we went to watch fireworks! bing hui & his fren joined us too. it was reali crowded wif ppl. we found a spot n sat down at 8pm which was 1 hr b4 the startin time. meanwhile, we were chattin & sharin jokes ard.

It was finally 9pm! dere it went"blom! blom!blom!". i luv those fireworks a lot! i definitely enjoyed every moment. the atmosphere dere would make you even more excited abt the fireworks. dere were shoutin n clappin all over.

i must reali thank all of u! u r the first ones who watched fireworks with me! BEABEXTON,you always rock!!=)


I dreamnt of you at 8/11/2006 11:05:00 PM




Thursday, August 10, 2006



Singapore's 41st birthday!

i hv been feelin sad since sec2 when national day arrived.bcoz i missed my sec1 national celebration so dearly. i did not watch the parade dis yr bt only the fireworks which can be viewed from the kitchen or my parents' room. i would stil say NDP 2002 & NDP combined choir 2002 stil rock ! we had a mountain formation tat yr.it was reali special.i juz miss every single din!


in the evenin, my sis n i ordered some pizza. dere were 20 slices altogether. i ate 2 slices n i went to slp for 2hours.and, i ate 4 more when i woke up from my slp. my sis kept talkin abt my appetitite.she thot tat i was crazy.well,i shall ignore her.

she told me abt her fren tellin her a couple was kissin on the plane for the whole journey for 7hours! how crazy! arent their mouth tired?

i can understand tat bcoz dere r a lot of weird ppl on earth=p


I dreamnt of you at 8/10/2006 02:59:00 PM




Wednesday, August 09, 2006



first entry-intro

wat does "where rainbows end" means? it is basically the title of a novel. it is a worth readin book. i used less than 10hours to complete the whole book which consists of 566pages. i feel tat it was rather fast esp when i used the revison time for ieb to read=p.the whole story is abt the frenship or rather luv story of a pair of childhood frenz. dey only got together at the age of 50! it is a sad n touchin yet heart-warming story. it taught me abt life too.

i reali admire em. i reali wonder if dis occurs in real life? i would not wan dis to happen on me bcoz i do not hv dis kind of patience.i hope tat i wil not fall in luv wif any1 or any1 fallin in luv wif me.i wan my life to be carefree!

in the evenin,i saw a group of kids playin in the playground.dey made me felt jealous bcoz i did not hv such an enjoyable time in my childhood memories. most of the time,i was forced to study.i would say my parents' efforts were usually gone to the drain bcoz i would usually pretend readin or revising. my sis was completely different from me. she was a good gal.she had gd results n studied reali hard for em.

i shall end here and i hope that i wil update soon=)


I dreamnt of you at 8/09/2006 11:43:00 AM