Weirdy weirdy



One week has passed which is so fast.


On the first day of school, I still thought that I was going for ITP! (I know it sounds ridiculous but I am just like this. =/) I thought that I could get out of the house at 8a.m. even though I kept telling myself that the first lesson will start at 8a.m. This is because sometimes I got out of the house at 8.a.m. for my ITP. Luckily, I woke myself up in time or else I would really get out of my house at 8a.m. In the end, I had to pack my breakfast for my break. =/



I had a chat with a friend regarding the other half. (We were just talking about random topic.) I have no idea how true it is but she said that the looks of you and your other half should balance up, i.e. if you are an average-looker, your other half should be almost the same.

(Eh. I suddenly thought of what the female intern student (M) and I said to our Mr. Boss – our supervisor during ITP. It WAS really so funny. I thought I was bad enough but...Ha.

He announced to the people sitting around him that he was being invited to be his friend's bestman and it falls on the day before this birthday. You may feel that it is an honor to be one but it is not exactly nice if you know what I mean.

I was being very straight-forward by saying, “Hey, it means that you are not very good looking” and started laughing out loud. = p (Okay, I know I am so bad but he is not that bad looking, really. Happy?) Then, M said, “That is good” in an innocent manner. I replied saying that it is not at all. I think she then replied something like it means that he is not good looking. The way she said it made me laugh even louder. Trust me that she is not a sarcastic person. Perhaps, it is because our Mr. Boss often called her as little boy. No wonder!)


Dear Dad and Mum, why didn’t you give me an innocent face? =(



I know you may think that it is not wise to ask how it feels like to give birth but I am just curious. I seriously do not think that I will be a mother. Well, I will know the answer one day.



I was telling story to a student and in the end, a manager of the tuition centre, a colleague and other parents laughed at me. -_- I was just trying my best to make the story interesting. *shrug* Obviously, I was over exaggerating when I was telling the story. Ha ha ha.


Today, I had another last time in this month. Another one is coming along.


Oh! I am pleasantly surprised that I finally had the courage to eat those chocolates. Whee~
You may tell me to give you those chocolates since I needed that much courage. If you were me, you would know how much those mean to me.


You know what 1 crazy thing I did on Friday? As I was walking, a bus which drove past me, had an advertisement of N. H. (I do not think it is convenient to write his name here but you can ask me on tagboard = p) I started smiling to myself which I have no idea why. IF I can see him again, I swear that I will take a photo with him. If not...

He is the first man who made me scream aloud! =D



You sound serious but...

Departure


This entry is definitely not about taking off of a plane. Most importantly, I have no much interest in this, let alone, any knowledge.


If parting and meeting people are part and parcel of life, I should be quite immunized to it already. But, because I am made of flesh and blood, I cannot help but to feel sad each time it happens. However, till now, never have I openly express how I really felt but to allow my smiles to bid goodbye.


I know it is bad not to give anything but I believe more in giving something from the bottom of your heart. I gave them memories; memories are precious because they can never be taken away by anyone. Know what, they remember me by my laughter yet again. Actually, it is not surprising. = p I think the office will suddenly become so quiet again. *shrug* Ah. Ok. Let be serious. I did. I sent a mass email of my words of thanks, wishes and apologies to everyone in the company and not forgetting something for the most important person of this internship.



Some pictures for memories.



It was kind of lonely to be the first person to reach the office so I took a photo of myself in the office in one of the mornings. =D


This messy desk of mine only shows that I was serious at work. (I am as serious as I can be.) There were endless of work; application forms, statements, calls from customers. I cannot forget that I first started with having difficulties interpretating data from the statement, dealing with endless of calls at times and processing the application forms and many more.


My only colleague for what I was doing. (Again, I am as serious as I can be.) We usually worked overtime just to complete our work. I wore formal on that day (020408, Wednesday) because my LO came to visit me. (If not, do you think I would? A no-no. It only makes me feel so uneasy). I quite enjoyed working with him as we could laugh over some jokes and talked about many things especially when he is a Pilipino so I could take this opportunity to know about his country. I will remember his treat on the 'bak-ku-teh". =)



Me, Jelyn - my first friend in that company - definitely not my supervisor - I was quite surprised when she first talked to me on yahoo messenger. Because of her, I started to know a little more of her country, Philippine - and Reny - her voice is really sweet, how I wish to have a voice like her. =/



I am definitely very, very honoured to take a photo with this girl - one of the intern students from my school - and she did not reject me when I offered to take a photo with her. It is definitely hard to take a photo with her. By the way, this is where the reception counter is. (I think she will kill me if she sees my blog. = p)



Sweets from her. =D She wanted to give me a chocolate but I really have a lot of those at home which I do not bear to eat them. (Ah. I am like this. Because those were given by someone. *shrug*)



This little card and chocolate bar - this is what I call - are given by another intern student. He said it is very gay to take a photo with me (Please laugh!) so he rejected my offer. = x Behind the card, there is a little message too. =)



Given by jelyn, my first friend. The letter - she folded into a shirt-like shape which I know it does not look like now because I have no idea how to fold it back - and an anklet which is made of real sea shells, her favourite one. -_- Actually, I made a card and a friendship band for her birthday so she promised to give me something as a form of memory which I thought she was saying for the sake of saying. = p



Eh? End of photos? How does my supervisor look like? I told you, I am not kidding. He loves to act cool. I asked him twice but to no avail. *roll eyes* He gave me and the girl - the female intern student from my school - something too. Where is it? Stop finding! It is already in my stomach. Anyway, I really felt very bad that he spent a lot on us that I dared not look at the amount he spent upon making payment. She and I spent a lot of time looking at the menu before deciding on what to eat.

I think I talked a lot a lot over the dinner like I will never have the chance to anymore - yes, in a way. Most importantly, it felt weird if all 3 of us were quiet. Oh ya, I forgot to ask him one question, "Do you have an excellent hearing ability?" Really, whenever I talked to the female intern student, he would answer my question or make some comments. o.o (Ok. I know people will say I usually talk very loudly. FINE, FINE!)



This is a journey of my life which I will never forget. Thanks everyone for being part of my growing up journey. You will be missed by me.

Amazing human brains

It feels so great yet funny at the same time that when you do not realise that you remember something when you actually do.

There are some things in life which you try so hard to forget but the more you remember it. There are some things in life which you do not think of yet you immediately recall when something resembles of it.
There are some things in life which will be stored in a part of ourmy brain for life, be it a good or bad ones, it will, definitely will.

As I was walking towards the tuition centre, I saw a man who immediately caught my attention. In a split second, I recalled that he was a school servant in my secondary school. I was so surprised that I still remember him. I guess, perhaps, he was a unique one because usually, school servants hardly smile - at least not at students. For me, I do try to smile at anyone.

A stall vendor from my primary school still remembered me, too! She talked to me when we saw each other on the street which is once in a blue moon.

My kindergarten teacher still remembered me. A few days ago, I saw her on the MRT. But, I just refused to look at her. From the corner of my right eye, I saw her looking at me but I just refused to look at her. I was not trying to be arrogant. Whenever I see her, the little girl in me would appear and I never failed to pretend not to see her unless our eyes met. I know that people who know me would feel that I am an extrovert, loud and cheerful person. But, before I was a prefect in primary school, I was really a shy and reserved little girl but was already a playful and active person and someone who was often full of curiosity. For now, on top of the 3 latter characteristics, I am an extrovert. Of course, I do have my serious side but I hardly show it.

Many things just make me feel or rather realise that I must take things in my own hands and not to be overly dependent on any one. I am always trying my best to improve myself so to be a better person even though I clearly know that no one is perfect. You are so wrong to think that I naturally feel comfortable talking with anyone. The fact is I force and insist myself to. Reason being; I want to be a sociable and outgoing person. It seems that I succeed in doing so.

Some pictures of a gathering with Afiq, Ben and Nas at Sakura International! =D

Chipper Chu Er

I think Ben was eating something while Nas was drinking his coffee!

Nas and me. Eh. I am not that tall as I look in this picture. The actual fact is, Nas is taller than I am! =)

Aquarians work wonders! = p Ah. Yes, we are both aquarians! =D

Us, again!

Ben, Nas and me! =D





Till now, as a matter of fact, that little girl in me has never died. When she really feels comfortable and trusts you enough, she will appear.

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