Emotional week


For the whole of today, I just felt like crying. I automatically woke up before 6am and sent out a message that I prepared before I slept.

In the morning, I did my usual stuff slower than most mornings. I was so slow that when I looked at my HP clock, it indicated 8.30am and I should and must leave my house at 8.25am. I walked so fast that I reached the bus stop at 8.33am. Anyway, I was only late for 5minutes which was so lucky of me!

Work was better today but I was so tired.

I think that the highlight of today is, the maid actually asked me why her sis cannot call her HP. After checking, I told her that her pre-paid card’s value is running low. Before she left the room (my tutee was in the toilet), she told me not to tell any of the family members as she would get scolding from them. =/ Poor thing! My heart goes to foreigners who leave/left their hometown and all their family members and work in a foreign country. I think that they are so brave! However, at the same time, I can curse and swear at them for snatching some of our jobs and occupying some of the places in polytechnic or universities. Ha. Whatever it is, I will try to give my best in whatever I do.




Three reasons that made me smile today:

1. The trust that my tutee's maid has for me. Once, she even entered the room just to show me
her family photos. It was mixed feelings.

2. There is an application in FB asking questions like if you had never met… how it would be or
what is… dream’s job. A colleague actually posted, “no jokes from blur queen @ work to
laugh... hahaha” I did not know that my silly acts are regarded as their jokes too.

3. A friend actually said that I am one of his friends whom he missed when he was in camp.
Actually, when he was telling me that he missed his friends, the first thought that came to my
mind was, “I doubt that I was being missed” but he did. =D



Wishing that I will stop feeling for once because it hurts so much...