The
Impossible
Recently, I believe I know how a popular or/and successful artiste would feel when he/she is being accused for something/somebody he/she is not. For example, her success is due to sleeping around with
men. Of course, nobody has accused me for sleeping around (yet). However, the accusation was that I got the money from people (or, even my parents) just because I am able to pay for my school fees and other expenses such as my insurance and upcoming graduation trip –
when in actual fact, every single cent comes from my salary and savings despite my misery salary. Hey,
if you do not know anything such as the sacrifices I made and things I gave up
(or, chose not to have/ own) in order not to take up any bank loans and to (barely)
survive, don’t accuse me.
No, I won’t
go into depression as a result of that. But rather, I feel that you are
ignorant and laughable. Yes, I am only 23, going 24 but I always believe that if I am determined enough to brave through all the obstacles, I would be able to achieve my dreams. The bottom line is, what you fail (ed) to achieve may not necessary
apply the same to everybody else. Perhaps, it would be better if you could ask me how I managed
(to achieve all these) for the past 3 years and believe every word I say
instead of insisting something/somebody I am not. *roll eyes*
Oh well,
this is not first time I got accused of something like that. Let me be
optimistic and say that they are just jealous of me. *breathe in and breathe
out* In actual fact, there are many more successful people who achieved much
more and went through more hardships than me. I am still nothing. The world is
much bigger than what you think. Peace out!