Realisation

I realise that when I look/sound crazy, people would say “her usual self again”. But, no one has ever said that it is my usual self when I am quiet. I think this is funny but no offence. I think I should behave like how a girl/lady should especially when I want to be a real lady. Is it weird to say so? Not really? Because, I prefer my dressing style to be more of lady-like. I think I do not really care how people say I look matured because I am quite used to it already. Okay, I am getting numbed. Yes, so I do not care. I seriously have my quiet side too. I wonder if any one out there has this kind of thought when you are quiet, i.e. you feel that you would literally become invisible. I just feel that out of sudden that no one seems to sense/see my presence. I like this kind of feeling. =D I am not a story-teller, neither am I a good one so I still prefer to let others to do the talking. But, I talk a lot to my sister. If I did not hear it wrongly, my sister described me as a comical book because my story is never ending and makes her laugh. =D I do not think I talk that much to any of my friends and I do not think any one of them would want me to talk that much either.

Anyway, I am happy today but it is a secret to be kept from everyone. Ah ha. Don’t you tell me that you do not have at least a secret which is kept from everyone else?