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This is a public blog of mine. Frequent posting is not expected.

Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Friday, April 04, 2008




Amazing human brains



It feels so great yet funny at the same time that when you do not realise that you remember something when you actually do.

There are some things in life which you try so hard to forget but the more you remember it. There are some things in life which you do not think of yet you immediately recall when something resembles of it.
There are some things in life which will be stored in a part of ourmy brain for life, be it a good or bad ones, it will, definitely will.


As I was walking towards the tuition centre, I saw a man who immediately caught my attention. In a split second, I recalled that he was a school servant in my secondary school. I was so surprised that I still remember him. I guess, perhaps, he was a unique one because usually, school servants hardly smile - at least not at students. For me, I do try to smile at anyone.

A stall vendor from my primary school still remembered me, too! She talked to me when we saw each other on the street which is once in a blue moon.

My kindergarten teacher still remembered me. A few days ago, I saw her on the MRT. But, I just refused to look at her. From the corner of my right eye, I saw her looking at me but I just refused to look at her. I was not trying to be arrogant. Whenever I see her, the little girl in me would appear and I never failed to pretend not to see her unless our eyes met. I know that people who know me would feel that I am an extrovert, loud and cheerful person. But, before I was a prefect in primary school, I was really a shy and reserved little girl but was already a playful and active person and someone who was often full of curiosity. For now, on top of the 3 latter characteristics, I am an extrovert. Of course, I do have my serious side but I hardly show it.

Many things just make me feel or rather realise that I must take things in my own hands and not to be overly dependent on any one. I am always trying my best to improve myself so to be a better person even though I clearly know that no one is perfect. You are so wrong to think that I naturally feel comfortable talking with anyone. The fact is I force and insist myself to. Reason being; I want to be a sociable and outgoing person. It seems that I succeed in doing so.

Some pictures of a gathering with Afiq, Ben and Nas at Sakura International! =D


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Chipper Chu Er


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I think Ben was eating something while Nas was drinking his coffee!


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Nas and me. Eh. I am not that tall as I look in this picture. The actual fact is, Nas is taller than I am! =)


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Aquarians work wonders! = p Ah. Yes, we are both aquarians! =D

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Us, again!


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Ben, Nas and me! =D





Till now, as a matter of fact, that little girl in me has never died. When she really feels comfortable and trusts you enough, she will appear.

kamusta ka na? mabuti naman.



I dreamnt of you at 4/04/2008 10:05:00 PM