Simplicity


Simplicity is beautiful. I am trying to search for simplicity in my life. Can it be found? I guess it can never unless I change the perception of life. Life is too complicated and frustrating at times that I wish to raise my white flag.

One thing I sometimes like about myself is that I actually smile, feel touched, get excited and feel happy over something very simple.

Sometimes I really do wish to move so far away from the city. You may ask who does not. The question is; do you have the courage to?
I have. I am willing to give up everything which I have now i.e. my qualification, my computer, my hand-phone, etc. I know that I can be much happier and get more in touched with life. I actually do not really like the idea of messaging through hand-phone and other “dead” devices if you get what I mean.
I like to talk with people face-to-face – in fact, it is a lot – because I can get to feel the person – use your heart to.
Because I am living in a city, I have to accept all these by doing so. But, seriously, do you find it hard to say some words to your friends or anyone when you talk with each other face-to-face? I do and I do not like this feeling. I like it when you enjoy the silence with each other but this comes really, really rare.

Anyway, I actually felt quite glad and happy over 2 things today.

One, I managed to handle my task relatively well without much guidance because my supervisor has just left my company and the only person who knows the product/service in my department was on MC. It also shows that I can do it and have overcome my fears. =D

Actually, I realised that when I am dependent on people, I really am. Like when I am cold towards someone, I really am.

Second, I realised that in these 4 weeks of internship, I did not wear the same outfit – except for my bottom – except for about 2 times. It actually shows the number of tops I own. I know that most of the time I do not wear appropriate outfit to work because I hardly own any. = p Yes, I am happy over that I did not wear the same outfit. If only I have 365 sets of outfits. O.O I am definitely dreaming. =D

A friend actually wished me lots of luck in love. Luck, I need you a lot. Perhaps, I should go for match-making soon. Ha.

Does anyone of you have the urge to hug yourself at times? I DO! =D I am not being a pervert. I feel even more when I am down and wish to hug myself tight and tell myself that “Hey girl, you will be fine! I will be here for you!” = p. Because no one has ever done this to me so I have to. =D Of course, there are some sweet friends who sometimes remind me that they will be here for me no matter what - Please do not hug me without giving me any advance warning. I will freeze - (Chu Er, you think that you are playing the game 'ice man'! What freeze?)

Shall we give Miss Lim Chu Er a kiss? OH YES! She deserves it. MUACK! Good night sweetie love. =D


A crazy girl needs to be loved too!