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Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Saturday, May 31, 2008




DBIT Bonding Day video CUM thoughts






This video clip is part of our skit which will be credited to Christopher from DBIT 1A/21. = ) Enjoy! : D



Actually, I am quite glad that I did not really have a weird accent in my presentation – perhaps, I might be the only one who thinks so but I am still trying very hard to work on my pronunciation – and did not behave like I was nervous. = D

Let me do a short introduction of this skit, ok? = )

My FYP group members and I are known as “Fast4Ward” and we were selected to promote our specialization to the current Year 1 students of Business Info-Technology. So, this is the reason why we were there for.



I realised that wariness between human being can be so scary. Because you are not me and have not been through what I been through, so you might never understand why I dread and fear of competition. If you happen to think that I am your competitor, please shake that idea of yours off and I will gracefully let you win. I just want some peacefulness. No arguments. No competition.

Because I have been myself for more than 19 years, so I guess I know myself better than anyone else does. What I want to say is; I know that sometimes I do speak without any sensibility which I am trying hard to change too. I am also trying hard to learn not to be so sensitive and not take others’ words too hard which I strongly believe that I have improved a lot compared to the past. I am only human, not an angel, not a God, therefore, I can never be perfect. I can only try this hard and the rest is up to you to accept me for what I am and give me more time.

Because you are not me, you will never know how hard I am trying.
Because you are not me, you will never know how determined I am to change myself to be a better person.
Because you are not me, you will never know how little confident I have of myself.
And now, you know.


If to live is so hard, why are we still trying so hard to live?


I dreamnt of you at 5/31/2008 01:36:00 AM