Live it
It has been quite awhile since my last serious update. Anyway, a colleague shared a story – story of her best friend - with us today. The moral of the story is to tell us to live our life to the fullest. The story was rather touching. Anyway, her best friend passed away quite some time back.
Ah. Life. To be frank, I have not been living to the fullest because at almost every single minute, I would be worrying about something or asking myself why life has not been fair to me.
Should I live and meet others’ expectations of me or be myself?
Many expect me to be a cheerful and happy-go-lucky person.
In reality, I am far from it.
I guess it is partly due to the expectations of others that I am used to hiding my feelings so that I would not disappoint them. Of course, there are some other reasons why I am reluctant to share.
Perhaps, smiling my way through can make me live longer.
Sometimes, I really lose my way, not knowing why I live. I feel that the reason why I live is to go through the life of what most people do which is very meaningless. I really need to look for a purpose and work towards it. I do have a goal in mind but the goal exists just for the sake of existing. Tell me, when can I gain my freedom and rights?
I know that my entry is still not something cheerful but just make do with it.
Have you thought of giving up your life to someone who treasures, deserves and appreciates it more than you do? I do. The sad thing about life is, you own it but it is not under your control.
