Stronger than yesterday
Whether it is the power of friendship - concerns shown by my dearest friends, strong-willed Chu Er or whatsoever reason, I just want to say that I am still staying strong. I will pick myself up because I hate to feel sad for, my tears will flow down uncontrollably. In certain part of this very blog of mine, I mentioned that I can cry anywhere (bus, MRT, work, etc.)- without people knowing at times. Ha. I am an expert at crying, seriously. The pain has subsided for a bit or has it gone numb? Whatever it is, it is still a good sign, isn't it? For now, I just have to keep myself busy. Oh yea. Last night, I finally had 6hours of sleep. I would not say that it is 6
solid hours because I was only 3/4 asleep most of the times but it is still good enough compared to last few days!
I am still praying...for a good change because I don't feel like giving up as of yet.