Pics. .

ytd was definitely a joy for my family n i bcoz it was the weddin dinner of my aunt n his husband. they looked so sweet n lovely.=) my aunt wil only send me the pics next time so meanwhile i wil post the pics of me n my sis.=p




good examples of lovely sisters?=p
do we reali look lyk twins?=/

shall i?

As you read on, u might realize my title has nothing to do with this entry. =p Anyway, talking about posting entries on blog, I really admire those who post entries which are quite personal. To me, it needs some courage to do so. Ls tells me she has difficulties in understanding me better and deeper because I hardly express myself.

How many friends could see or feel I am not feeling okay when I appear happy? I could use a hand to count. Actually, I don’t need anyone to know. I am not sure why I am doing this. This is just me. Friends find it hard to believe I am naturally quiet. I become noisier when I became a prefect in primary 3. I never regretted because I am more out-going now. My friends usually think oppositely of what my relatives think of me. My relatives would think that I am always in my own world. In this way, my relatives are more accurate. I laugh more when I am with my friends. Does that mean I talk a lot? I am not sure too. I will talk more and also louder than usual when I am excited and nervous ( not when i am having presentation. i seriously need a mic!). Otherwise, I guess I would not.

Sometimes I wonder why certain people seem to hold more authorities than others. They can do what they like to express themselves yet others can’t. And, they would give ugly remarks about others. What are they? They are just human beings, aren’t they? Who gives them authorities in the first place? This is weird, isn’t it?

i know this entry is absurd but whatever. =p

Thy 2-days leadership training

I felt that the 2-days leadership training was the most interesting and meaningful one I ever had. what i had attended in the past was mostly talks to train your mind and behaviour. but surprisingly, every leadership training i had attended was so different.

during the 2-days training, I could feel the seriousness and sincerity in them. Having to plan so many activities for so many people is not easy at all. and, they used a very unique way to teach/train us. I am not trying to pity them here. i am speaking from my experience. 4 friends and I tried to organize a 3days and 2nights camp for my secondary school choir which was as big as 100 people. (CAn you imagine the level of difficulty when there were few hundreds people?) Perhaps it was due to the people I worked with, so I felt very fun to work them.

But, seriously, we could almost go mad because some of our ideas were rejected by the seniors and teachers and a few people gave us attitude on the day of camp.-_-" We had to accept it. but, what we worried most was what if they did not know how to appreciate our hard work. Anyway, they did. Most did. We definitely felt a sense of achievement and extremely hapi.

I hope that everyone could appreciate their hard work. If I were them, I would cry. Anyway, I never regretted about going back today. It made me realize something. and, i wish to have a good laugh at it.

black friday..

it has been more den 2wks since i last blogged.=p and, i am back.=)
i guess i had my black friday earlier den the actual date. sth reali embarrassing took place ytd.=(

ls n i wil meet each other on every thurs morning at abt 7.35am b4 our gem at queenstown control station. and, a fren wil meet us at the platform of the queenstown control station. lyk usually, ytd she reached dere b4 us.

i did not realise tat i walked vry much ahead of em when we reached dover. i thot tat dey were chatting away behind me on the escalator. the gal's voice sounded lyk our fren. she was sayin she reached dere at 7.15am.i thot it was so early. so, w/o any hesitation, i turned back n said "huh?!" vry loudly! can u imagine how embarrassed i was?!=(

i guess bcoz of tat,i behaved so oddly ytd.=S in fact,i felt tat i embarrassed myself a few times.


anyway,i decided to post one entry bcoz i sort of promised someone to do so. the THING complained tat i always nvr update. its not vry true actually bcoz i update my private blog instead. =p

i hope tat tmr wil b a fun day for our class. those leadership trainings tat i had attended in pri n sec sch were extremely borin so i do not hv good impression of leadership training. i hope tat dey wont let me down.