WHERE.RAINBOWS.END.sometimes fate just can't stop meddling..

Sunday, March 25, 2007

No life?

I think I have no life. I work for at least 50hours each week. So, meaning, I spend very little time at home. There are a lot of reasons for working so much. Most importantly, I do not want to stay at home because I will sleep till 1pm and use computer for 12 hours. I am not exaggerating. I do not like to shop and do not know where to go so I would just stay at home slack for the whole day. Some people might think what a relaxing life I have but I do not like it because it will simply bore me so that I would go literally crazy.

Over the past weeks, I have learnt a lot from working. Not only learning how to make a cup of latte, scoping ice-cream, etc but also human relation. I am still trying hard to work with different types of people. They are definitely people with bad attitude. A few of my colleagues are often or always late. I do not like to wait for people for even 10 minutes, let alone, half an hour or one hour. I just feel that they are irresponsible and do not respect others’ time. For whatever reason it is, others are innocent, you have to plan your time well and not let others wait. I feel that one day I will scold my friends in public if I cannot stand them being late so often. Once in a while, before going out, I would wonder should I go later since some people are often late. But, I think that it is not nice to be late so I was still puncture when meeting them and they disappointed me once again. Please do not give me any attitude when you are often late because you have no right to.

Another thing which I am trying hard to tolerate is working with people who do not work automatically or slack a lot and leave the job to others. Yes, I am learning. My next step is to tolerate even more by doing every single thing by myself and not tell them anything to see if they have the conscience to do it. I doubt so.

These are the two things which I am trying to overcome. I am praying at every moment not to have any group members who slack again. I am praying real hard. Serious work and fun are two different issues. Please do not be so selfish and drag others who want good results down. I hope that these people would realize how terrible they are one day.

Sorry, I have been meeting these types of people so often that I wish to kill every one of them.

I promise to write something nicer in the next entry.

I dreamnt of you at 3/25/2007 10:01:00 PM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

One month

Time really flies fast especially happy ones. Today, I am officially a one month old staff. It also means that I am only left with one month of holidays. This reminds me of textbooks again as school is starting pretty soon! I clearly know I only gave the most 40% of my efforts for my two semester examination in year one which is so bad. Anyway, what is done is done.

This morning, I met up with my manager who is my temporary manager in my outlet to go to her outlet for training. There were other staffs from four other outlets. Then, after that, we were supposed to go back to our respective outlet to train other staffs. But, before that, we had to do a little shopping as our shop was lacked of some cleaning items.

Well, my manager was very kind. She bought a big pizza in the evening and shared among us for dinner. Each of us had two slices! Seriously, I think I have gained some weight over the holidays as I have been eating a lot of fattening food. But, I guess it should be alright as I work for long hours practically everyday. Good exercises! =p I am trying to make myself feel less guilty.

Other than working, I still went for mentoring sessions and gone out with my friends too.

After the previous mentoring session which was last Wednesday, Lei Sim and I went to play swing at Tiong Park. We had a lot of fun for sure. It sounds like we are so childish. I think it is a nice place as there are a lot of children running and screaming which will allow me to feel happier and forget my problems for awhile. I love to swing myself high in the air. It is as though I am flying.

The last outing was on last Saturday. After my work which was at 5pm, I went Funan IT mall with Adeline. We had a tough time searching for that place. My legs were quite pitiful as after working for 8 hours, I still had to walk and walk. After getting her notebook to the service center, we went to have our dinner at TarcoBell. It had been a real long time since I last had it because many outlets had been closed down. I am wondering why as I quite like the food being served by TarcoBell. After that, we went to Raffles City to shop for awhile.

I had met up with three friends over this one month which is not too bad. But, I have yet to fulfill a promise yet. It has been like almost 2 years? I hope that I am trying to exaggerate if not I am really bad. =p

I dreamnt of you at 3/13/2007 11:59:00 PM