No life?


I think I have no life. I work for at least 50hours each week. So, meaning, I spend very little time at home. There are a lot of reasons for working so much. Most importantly, I do not want to stay at home because I will sleep till 1pm and use computer for 12 hours. I am not exaggerating. I do not like to shop and do not know where to go so I would just stay at home slack for the whole day. Some people might think what a relaxing life I have but I do not like it because it will simply bore me so that I would go literally crazy.

Over the past weeks, I have learnt a lot from working. Not only learning how to make a cup of latte, scoping ice-cream, etc but also human relation. I am still trying hard to work with different types of people. They are definitely people with bad attitude. A few of my colleagues are often or always late. I do not like to wait for people for even 10 minutes, let alone, half an hour or one hour. I just feel that they are irresponsible and do not respect others’ time. For whatever reason it is, others are innocent, you have to plan your time well and not let others wait. I feel that one day I will scold my friends in public if I cannot stand them being late so often. Once in a while, before going out, I would wonder should I go later since some people are often late. But, I think that it is not nice to be late so I was still puncture when meeting them and they disappointed me once again. Please do not give me any attitude when you are often late because you have no right to.

Another thing which I am trying hard to tolerate is working with people who do not work automatically or slack a lot and leave the job to others. Yes, I am learning. My next step is to tolerate even more by doing every single thing by myself and not tell them anything to see if they have the conscience to do it. I doubt so.

These are the two things which I am trying to overcome. I am praying at every moment not to have any group members who slack again. I am praying real hard. Serious work and fun are two different issues. Please do not be so selfish and drag others who want good results down. I hope that these people would realize how terrible they are one day.

Sorry, I have been meeting these types of people so often that I wish to kill every one of them.

I promise to write something nicer in the next entry.