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Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Saturday, February 09, 2008




Gratitude


I am really glad that another day is down for this assignment which I am doing this week. Reason being, I felt quite restless and worn out to work.

Even though, I was quite worn out and not in a very good mood today, I still had to happily smile to everyone I met. This will not happen if you work in an office but I am already quite used to it.

In the evening, there was a lady whom I believe someone of the higher authority came from the HQ. The cashier, who had not finished serving a customer, was called to do something for her. I was quite stunned and thought customers should come first and was she brainless? Of course, the impatient customer requested her to deal with him first. I do not know what happened afterward which made that cashier cry.

She cried for at least 10minutes. Finally, a manager asked her to go in if she really wanted to cry. I quickly followed her in because I was quite worried and asked her in concern. She and I knew each other for less than 2days and we hardly talked, so of course, she did not want to reveal anything.

Before I went home, I gave her some sweets which I bought for Chinese New Year and said in a smile “cheer up ok?” (Wonder if I am being a busybody. Ha ha) Actually, even if she did not say "thank you", and just by her smile, I could feel that she was quite glad and touched that I showed some concern to her.

That must be quite a warm and nice feeling, eh?

Wonder when can I get to feel it? I think I will cry even harder because I will be so touched. = p


Lately, I learnt from someone that “some things no need to say out, ok?” I think he sounded a little fierce but I should agree on this (I know I am thinking too much, again).
This is what happened. I said that he has an innocent look (which made him quite happy. Ha ha) and I changed my mind about him after talking about something. Then, he nicely threatened to continue on talking about that topic if I did not want to say that he looked innocent. So, I asked him to list something nice about me instead. =D Instead of believing him, I replied saying you are trying to make me happy so he said that to me. = p

Sometimes, some things are meant to be unsaid.


We should be and learn to be more grateful in everything we have, no matter in which way we got it like your brain, health, friends, etc. I know it is normal that we take certain things for granted but we should try not to. =)

Lately, I have finally let go of something. I am not going to put in any more effort on that because I have done my part, so if it can, it can. It takes two hands to clap.

Life has to go on. We should not stay onto something for too long. It is too tiring too. I must constantly remind myself too.


Anyway, I am going to train on my running because I want to and also, I have gained weight! >.<

Some photos from the first day of Chinese New Year..




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Me with my plastic smile = p I know I do not look nice in this. =(



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My parents were definitely more pleased with her outfit. Ha ha

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Together in my room.


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Am I thinking too much? I feel that I look like I am her mother. =( I do not mind having such a cute daughter but not now~


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Can you see the difference?



I dreamnt of you at 2/09/2008 11:07:00 PM