Deaf and dumb


Recently, I feel that I have serious hearing problem or is it a problem in my concentration? I keep hearing the wrong information!

Scenario 1
My law teacher was telling the class a story about a few people who got lost on an isolated island – well this is not the point. The point is, I seriously heard that he said that the Japanese man was being strangled by a man so I was patiently waiting for that point. When the story ended, I went “huh? I thought that the Japanese guy would be strangled?” This sentence confused most of them too. But, I seriously heard that. =x

Scenario 2
A teacher told us to do our draft work. I guess it was because a few asked if we still needed to return to class and she said to be back at 1 p.m. I heard that so when it was 1p.m., I asked some of them why didn’t they go back to class and they seemed to be confused by my words too.

Everyone knew and got the right information except for myself. =x GOSH. I must pay attention in class!



Today, a teacher told us that he helped us to do a statistic of our class GPA of all sort of information inclusive of our target GPA for this semester. As it is confidential information, so we had to ask him individually.

One part of the conversation is, he told me to speak up more because I am too quiet in class. (I know some people who read this may ask, “Are you sure” or “Are you kidding”? Yes, I am sure. No, I am not kidding. Ha ha.)

I told my mum about it then she said that he must have judged me wrongly. =x

So I said, it may seem that I pay attention in class so I keep quiet but in actual fact, I day-dream half of the time. = p

Well, sometimes, I dare not speak up even when I have something in mind because I have no confidence of what I am going to say. I am trying to gain my confidence but ironically, I keep losing it. If I do not speak, there is no way I am going to be wrong, isn’t it? I used to speak up for others and even myself when they or I got bullied by others by not now. I have lost so much confidence of myself that it is showing up so obviously to many others now.

Anyway, on a lighter note, a secondary school classmate just contacted me because we lost contact. We did not really talk ever since we were in different classes after sec 2. I am really glad that she remembers me and made the effort to search for my contact and all. =) I did not know that she kept thinking of me until she told me. Did I say that I am always afraid that people will forget me?



I am trying to be happy. Even if I can’t, let me laugh and smile like nobody’s business.

Last bit of holiday

My holiday is over? So soon? GOSH. I really do not want for the Nth time.
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I have managed to meet up for some friends but not all because I have been busy with work.
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Actually, I promised myself to let myself to have a good rest in this holiday but the thought of staying at home (equals to using long hours of computer equals to increment in electricity bill is something which I will feel guilty of), going out more (equals to spending money on food, clothes and transportation will make me feel guilty) and recession (equals to increment of lots of expenses equals to needing more money than usual) so I decided to work so to earn as much as I can. Worrying too much or thinking too far ahead? This is just me and I am the eldest child so I always believe that I should do my part to help my family instead of adding more burden = / In one word, I should be more independent. Actually, I want myself to be even more independent. You may not have to agree because it is just my thought. =)

One night, I could not get to sleep because the day after working for the F1 event, I slept for more than 12hours. =/ This is when I will start to think a lot and I had a serious thought about what I want to do. My future is now a joy if everything goes not too badly. =)

After this holiday, I learnt a lot about the outside world. I know that I must not be so gullible but wise. Some people just keep lying and all youI can do is to pretend not to know. I feel that if someone intends to hide something from you, what can you do? Nothing much. I will feel disappointed but try hard to be understanding. Well, I will definitely be more wary of the person. I just hope that I will not get over-sensitive.

Oh no. I think I am still as sensitive as before. *Shake head* I kind of give up on changing myself because I have done what I can. I know some people do give up on me and I am not really the prove-you-right type of person so it makes me lose hope too. Ha.

I want to do a lot of things but my work always pulls me back that I only have very little time. =( I think I am going to meet up more people in this or next month. Yes, I look forward to seeing them again.

Oh. I have decided that I want to be an extrovert in my next life – if there is – as I feel upset when I am being left out as sometimes I really do not know how to mix around with people. =/ Never mind. I am still trying hard to be an extrovert. Ha.


Sis, I am not sure if you read this but anyway, all the very best for your A level! Score many As! You have never let us down due to your studies so you should do well for this too. Let’s make it to university together! But, remember, even if you cannot, it does not matter because it is not the end of the world. Jia you! =)

Last novel? - Wish you were here – Mike Gayle



I guess this might be the last novel book which I will be reading because as I read, I find that it is meaningless. Beautiful stories can be created by anyone but I am still unsure if all these will happen in real life. May it happen on me. =D


It is a book about love and friendship and how 7 days in the sun can change your life forever.

This is the first romance book which does not involve much of the intimacy description which is more to my liking. (Ha Ha). Have you imagined how it feel like to be dumped by your other half who has been with you for 10 years and the worse is you are being betrayed by him/her? It is what the author had gone through. A close friend suggested a holiday for him and his other close friend which changed all their life entirely. I would say that this is not a bad book.

Chomp Chomp experience


I finally stepped into Chomp Chomp to have my meal today after hearing quite a number of people talking about it.

If you have not heard of it, it is basically like a hawker center which sells lots of delicious food like samba sotong, stingray, etc. YUM! It is a nice place for delicious food but not a nice place for hanging out.

Trust me that it is really bad to go there during dinner time because it is so difficult to look for a seat especially when you go with a group of people. Even if you are eating, people who have just arrived might stare at you because they want your seat!

I think his mum was rather lucky today because she managed to find a parking lot within 5minutes (as what she said) – earlier than those cars which arrived earlier than us and they were still waiting when we left to Chomp Chomp – and also, she found a seat for all 6 of us (her friend and her 2 children, him, her and myself) It is quite a waste that she does not buy 4D/Toto today or else she might have won. = D

After that, all of us smelt like Chomp Chomp. =/

Oh. I actually witnessed a scene of my past – I mean my past, not my past. Do you get what I mean?
If you ask me, I would definitely pity that child because I totally believe that we go through the same thing. It does not matter who is worse but we need freedom and respect –and trust me that I am still waiting for it.

F1 working experiences


I must say that the 3 days were filled with fun, laughter and tiredness.

Standing for at least 15 hours was really tough on us. Nevertheless, we still had to give our best smile and services to the guests. Did I tell you how lucky I was to be placed in the same suite called 'Club 21' as Stella on our 2nd and 3rd day? We were smiling at the news when we heard it as we could give morale support to each other. = D For all 3days, I was placed at the most expensive level – sky suite – where each ticket cost more than $6000. GOSH. Do you know how many hours of work I have to go through in order to earn that much? It is definitely hard earned money for me.

The 1st day was a little torture for me as a friend and I were being nagged by an aunty – a senior staff – through out. (I was smiling a lot when I saw him because I was quite worried that I would be alone. I mean I felt more secured with someone whom I know around.) Both of us really could not stand her at all.

For my 2nd and 3rd day, I was placed at a suite where it was filled with nice and friendly people. The manager was very nice to us. I really felt that he worked harder than us but he still asked us to take a break.

I think the main thing is the last day. We were rather fast with clearing so our manager actually asked us to help other suites to clear as well. Stella and I were rather unhappy at the fact that we were helping but the staffs in some suites were either celebrating or resting. We were forcedasked to stay till 1a.m. to move things and clean the pantry. It was the worst day of all three. I was and am quite relieved that I am not a guy because I heard that they only finished at 3.30 a.m. O.O You know, before all the guests left, I almost felt that I was dying. We were so tired especially with 3 hours of sleep or less everyday, with lousy food provided and having to stand for so long – poor feet.

The fun parts would be where we heard and saw all the F1 cars moving together. I am in love with the sound. We stoletook some food to try too. It was so heavenly nice.


OKAY. Some pictures to come along.




{Back row-left to right} Samantha - ambassador, Jeffrey, Johhny, JunMing, me, Stella, (Ambassador - Can't remember her name)
{Front row-left to right} Cherry, Jason (manager), Meng Meng





Western style - setting for High tea


We were very lucky as our suite was directly facing the starting point. =D


On the left.




The white chairs are for indoor whereas for the seats just outside of the glass door, you can totally enjoy the sound of the moving F1 cars except that it is solely for the guests in our suite.


Just below the audience seats.


Our eating place. A horrible eating place. Ha. (Tom and Cherry in the picture)


In the lift where it was usually for chefs as they had to carry heavy trays with food.


LASTLY, not forgeting my

single shot. Ha


P.S.: I must really thank Stella (hope that our friendship will become stronger and like what we had agreed upon, we must not take those "arguements" to heart. =) and Benjy or else I might not be able to enjoy all these, yea?