Bid goodbye to my holiday


I certainly welcomed these 3 weeks of short break because it was really a get-away for me from the overwhelming school work and issues and issues and more issues. *pulling hair* Needless to say, I have been much happier and carefree during this short break even though I had to spend a lot (money).


I am going to brave through the last 7 weeks of my polytechnic life and happily say goodbye to it. I seriously cannot wait for it to be over! I have been counting down to the last day of school since god-knows when. These 7 weeks should be nothing to me since I have already gone through 3 terms. =)

Seriously, I have never hated going to school so much no matter how tough my school work may get.


Last of all, I certainly hate to bid goodbye to my holiday! =’( I will miss you dearly. = /





I will press on!

Merry Christmas!


I want to say that this is one of the best christmas I ever had not because of the gifts I received but rather it was very nice to be with Benjy and friends.

I received a set of necklace and earrings from Benjy. I liked them immediately when I first saw them. ^-^

The box of necklace and earrings

I received a long necklace with an angel pendant from mei mei (the girl whom my mum babysits) ’s mum. I jumped with excitement when I heard it (as I was not at home and sis was curious to see what I received so she opened it for me) because I wanted to buy something similar for a very long time but I am seriously broke to even buy it for myself. OH. She also bought a box of Belgian chocolate for my family. I think the chocolate will taste very nice. ^-^

The long necklace with the angel pendant.

Speak up for yourself


Today, my boss suddenly told me that she wanted to talk to me which she said it was a casual chat. I was wondering that I must have done something wrong or received complaints. Know why? I was out of my mind yesterday as I packed a student’s English homework as Mathematics homework. When she told me to pack again, I packed wrongly again! LOL.

Anyway, later, I learnt that she wanted to know my opinion of a colleague (Z) as one of my colleagues does not like working with Z. To me, when I first worked with her, I felt that she bullied me and being demanding. Well, no one knew about it until yesterday. I have kept this to myself for almost a year (I have been with this centre for almost a year already) because I thought that I was the only one feeling in this way. When I am back to the tuition centre again, I thought that either she has treated me better or I am being immunised to how she treats me.

I did not tell other colleagues about what the boss asked me. I just asked them how they find Z. Only then, I realised that all of them could not stand her. Ha ha.

Some people keep telling me to speak up for myself when I get bullied. The thing is; I prefer peace to fight for justice for myself. Sometimes, I listen to whatever you tell me to do is not because I respect you and agree with you but rather I find that there is no point arguing with some people. There is never once they feel that they can be wrong. The worse is, they can do this but when you do the same thing, they say that it is wrong.

Well, I have tried consoling myself that these people must have lower EQ than I am. Ha ha

Just for you Y

Because I lost you, I realised how much I actually care for you.

Because you told me, I realised how bad I have been to you.

Because you mean a lot to me, I realised how much I have taken you for granted.

Because of the chat, I realised that how much I have not told you about I feel towards you.

I am really sincere that I am sorry.

I will:

learn to express myself better by talking out how I feel instead of keeping everything to myself.

learn to appreciate your presence and existence.

learn to be understanding instead of being jealous when you are closer to somebody else.

I really hope that you will consider this as an action, not words. =/

BBQ cum X’mas celebration



Hohoho. I had an advanced celebration although it did not seem like one. =x But, who cares? I really enjoyed myself a lot as today had been rather eventful for me. ^-^ I think most importantly, I met up with 2 lovely friends, Pei Yi and Ming En and got to know more friends. Additionally, I spoke English for most parts of the day because of them which I appreciate a lot. It gave me a chance to practise it because this really comes rare for me. Come on people, speak English to me! =)


Anyway, I met up with Pei Yi and we got off at Paya Lebar MRT. Then, we took a bus from there and alighted and walked to East Coast Park. However, we were late but not the latest. = p

We had a mega game which was quite fun and at the same time it reminded me how long ago had I not done any running!

After the game, we went to 7-eleven to buy a drink. Guess what? I saw Wende whom I have not seen for more than a year. I kept staring at him for about 3 seconds because I thought I had recognized the wrong person and I did not expect to see him. Ha ha. I think I should have reacted better by walking up to him instead of staring at him to expect something to happen. I guess this is a typical Chu Er. = p

After which, we went back to the BBQ pit, chatted and played a game called “polar bear game”. Not too bad.

Lastly, we finally had our BBQ. =D Food, food and food! OH! Earlier on, Afiq commented that I eat a lot but never gotten fatter. Erm. A sign of jealousy. = p The food was quite nice and as usual, I was the one sitting and enjoying my food. = p Okay. I hope that people who read my blog will not invite me to any BBQ or else I would find myself doing all the cooking. NONO. Please don't as I am a lazy person.

We had a photo-taking before we left.

Guess what? We rushed to a friend’s house just to watch our all-time favourite 9 pm show, “The Little Nonya” because her house is just at Bedok. = D We are all so addicted to it. I even thought of telling my boss that I wanted to leave earlier just to catch this show.


I never regretted going especially having all the nice chats and laughs with the new-found friends and also my two lovely friends. Frankly speaking, I kind of dragged myself there because I was too lazy to travel to the east. =x

On our way home, Pei Yi and I kept counting the number of stops left to our home because we were so tired. = p

Infinity


Last evening, I went back to work at the tuition centre again. Actually, I am quite glad that there is still a vacancy for me as I only told my boss 2 weeks ago.

When I was on my way to work, I was actually grumbling a little because everyone else could relax and do whatever they want except for me (again). This holiday is a little different as my mobile phone is spoilt so I must try to work as many hours as I can so that I will have enough money to buy my mobile phone. Jia you to myself. = D On top of this, I must manage my time well between school work and friends too. = /

Anyway, I met new friends at work – which is actually not surprising at all. Ha ha. One of them actually thought that I worked at childcare centre before because I have the kind of quality. I shall take that as a compliment as I believe that childcare teachers are actually quite kind, nice and patient. = D ha ha ha. I say so. On our way home, she asked me the school I was in during my primary school days. The first thing I said was I doubt that you have ever heard of it. She urged me to tell her and so I did. Guess what? She knew my primary school! I would say that she is the first person whom I talked to knew it! = D

Guess what? All my new friends actually graduated from my secondary school! We were all very happy to know this because it is a fate. I am the youngest among all. By the way, they graduated in different years too.

Mentioning about the word “youngest”, it reminds me of last morning’s incident. My neighbour came to my house to chit-chat with my mum. As they were talking, she saw that I was reading my notes so my mum told her that I had a test later. Then, she pointed at my sis and said she thought that the elder one told me that she was having tests when I last met her. In the end, she thought that I was the younger one because I have the kiddy look. Ho ho ho. It made my day. I love people telling me that I look young. = p Opps! Will people stop telling me this once they read this paragraph? = /

Talking about looks, I think that I look ugly everyday. I feel that people around me or whom I know are getting better looking and I look uglier. I hate this feeling. Perhaps, I should participate in the extreme makeover programme to have an extreme makeover look. = /

I can feel that christmas is coming! I love it, I love it! = D



How sad it is know that nothing lasts forever. Now, I only hope that youthfulness lasts forever. = D Happiness? Not in my dictionary yet because it hardly happens. I wish that the encouragements and love I receive is infinity...