Sunny Saturday! (EDITTED!)


Somehow, I was/am so glad that yesterday’s tuition was cancelled as the tutee had a family dinner. Although she is cute and pretty, she is a monster to me. You have to teach her to know it. I certainly do not mind having less income if it means that I have to drag myself to her house on every Mon, Wed and Fri night. I am praying hard that her parents will tell me to stop teaching any of the subjects so it will become two nights per week instead. It will also mean that I will have more time! Okay, not significantly much but still mean something to me!

Anyway, I went for something which I knew what my decision was going to be and it became clearer when I reached my destination. I had not felt so nervous and uneasy for a long time. However, I think that I was brave enough to reject it. I cannot imagine having to go through that uneasiness if I were to say, “Yes”.

As time worn on, I am starting to worry who to trust in that ‘place’. Yes, I am always a joker in that 'place' by making everyone laugh like mad everyday but I am keeping watchful eyes on some. Okay, perhaps some will start to tell me, “Don’t be so sensitive” or “Don’t think so much”. Well, I feel alone in that place. But again, it is nothing compared to a year ago which I was so frightened and tearful every single day for a year. It was certainly an experience but I seriously hope and pray that it will never happen in my life ever again because it was a really bad nightmare.

I miss school so muchhhhhhhh! I really can’t wait for next year to come. Perhaps, when exams are nearing, I would start to complain that it is better to work. I have been working since last week of March so it certainly helps me to change the perspective of working and studying. For working, you must perform your best everyday for everyone to see. For studying, it is your own business. The worse you score, the happier some people are. Get what I mean? Ha!


(ADDED)
As usual, I chose my favourite window seat on the bus and I was sitting behind this old man. Not that he was handsome but rather he was making weird noises and movements that attracted my attention. More than half way through my journey, I saw him digging his nose. The worse is, he placed his nose dirt at the side. Oh my God! I felt so uneasy and disgusted at that moment that I immediately changed to another seat. EEK! Even at a distance, I still could see two pieces of nose dirt there!

After work, I went home to have a quick lunch and slept for 50minutes. After which, I went to the call center to work for four hours as I agreed to help my supervisor just for this Saturday. Oh God. It was hell. I had to pick up calls at every minute! As it was considered my first day of work after the merger of the two companies so I kept making mistakes. o.o Now, I have to adjust myself to this busy call center life when it was so slack in the past. =/ Well, I think it is a good learning experience for me. Another hell day for me tomorrow! Oh ya. I think my supervisor was bravo because she really has her way of dealing with rude drivers. Those drivers are rude and crude because they will use vulgarity to scold us. =( I will be very angry if any one does that to me and I will get pissed off quite quickly. Shouldn’t they treat us with respect too when we are all colleagues even though we do not work together? They are worse than our own drivers! Another driver is leaving our company. I will miss him because he is really a nice guy!