Bad week
I had a really bad week. My internet was down and the technician could only come to my house and solve the issue on Friday morning. Can you imagine how bored I was for the whole week?
Work was quite terrible. I really hate it when I have to discuss about work during ALL my lunchtime when I really want to have that precious one hour break. I tried to listen to my music using my earpiece and pretend that I could not hear anything but it does not work! Anyway, I was really pissed off today. Yes, everything is urgent but I do not wish to work for nine solid hours. I am not paid that well to work that hard for them. I am even more pissed off when I hear how they treated/treat my ex-colleagues/colleagues. I cannot believe that I am working for people – no, perhaps, I should say devil – who badmouth all their staff and expect everyone to be perfect when they are FAR from it.
On my way home, I came out with a list of things that they could badmouth about me.
1. Laugh too much during work
2. Being too muddle-headed
3. Not meticulous enough
4. Speak bad English
5. Desperate for boyfriend – possible since they (not referring to nice colleagues) keep matchmaking me with that IT guy and any guy they can think of.
Maybe there are more but I do not wish to know because I still have seven months to go. Whatever, okay?
I think I should really, really get that IT guy to solve my computer issue when he comes again so that I could watch my video during my lunch time. But, it is very hard not to be/feel shy when everyone is teasing about he and I. *Screams*
I need a lonnnnnngg break, really. Today, I lied to my tutee’s dad that I had something on so I could cancel my tuition and go out with my colleagues. I am really tired that her attitude towards her work is so poor. I am still holding onto this because I need the money. I know that I will surely give up on this after her CA1 next year.
Period.