A random entry


For some reason, I thought of Chinese New Year which reminds me of some people like my granny. I am reminded of a conversation we had about my future. She will always tell me to study hard and get a decent cert and also to look for a good guy and get married. I will always tell her that I will and want her to see me get married. A warm and sincere advice from her always touches me.

Anyway, I have decided to work if I am put on duty at the call center because I feel that I will be happier – not due to earning more money. I am not money-minded – and I really dislike people for saying that to me. I think I will stop explaining why I need to work so hard because this will never end.

It is going to be mid December soon. What does it remind you of? Yes, 2009 is ending soon but other than that, it also means that I will start applying for university again. By hook or by crook – of course not illegally or by 'backdoor' method, I will get myself into a course which I am interested in. So, it also means that I will get really broke – I mean really broke this time with the additional expenses which consist my monthly school fees, notes and textbooks. Recently, I am really, really stressed over this especially when the braces idea comes into my plan. Anyway, I have to postpone it again because it is really not feasible now. Argh! I have been thinking of doing it since 14 years old and thought that I have enough money to do it now but after some calculation, I realize that I am wrong. Sigh. To be frank, sometimes, I really cannot help but to be envious and even jealous of people who are born with silver spoon because everything is being paid for.

I want to go overseas to study, eat without having to care that I have no money later on, learn another language, take up any interesting course, enjoy my school holiday which I never had ever since I entered Poly and have been working like a cow since I graduated from there and travel with my friends.



If you are a reader of my blog, you will know that I am planning to take photos for my 21st birthday as a part or form of my celebration because it is something I can keep for the rest of my life. I had a strong feeling that someone will not take it and after yesterday, I can conclude and confirm that my 6th sense is right all the time. Yea, whatever, I knew it.

STOP telling me about respecting you because I really can’t, for, I have endless of reasons for not respecting you and you have lost your respect many years ago.
STOP insulting and STOP looking down on me because I have endless of reasons for proving that you have no rights to.
STOP being a chauvinist because your every reasoning disgusts me – hey, having too much pride does not make you any richer, happier or more respectable but backfires.

I used to hate you but not anymore. I really give up because nothing I do will make any difference at all. I THINK you are a sadist, seriously. I will GLADLY tell you that I did not feel a tad of disappointment or anger at all yesterday. I did swear that I will not shed a single drop of tear due to you anymore, didn’t I? My plan will still go on even without you. Are you disappointed?



Sorry readers, I am just having some shitty days.

Long weekend!


WOohoO~ I took half day leave on Friday (04/12/2009) to meet sis for facial, dinner & movie as I had a Deepavali PH to offset it.

Sis and I decided to do facial because we had a pair of vouchers and we have not done it before so we decided to give it a try. Before I left my office, my colleagues warned me about those people who force us to take up package so I was pretty worried. Most importantly, someone told me that one may have pimple outbreak after a facial session because of the extraction.

Upon reaching the place, we were told to fill in a form regarding the products we are using. After which, we were brought into the next room to change into a tube-like dress so that our clothes will not be stained with the facial products. She started with me first and I must say that I was quite tensed up because it was my first time. I liked the smell of all the facial products she used on me. Half way through the process, she started to do extraction on my T-zone (I only have slight problem on my T-zone other than that my complexion is fine) and it really hurt me. Each time she did it, it felt like a needle piercing through my skin. Now, I understood why some say doing facial can be quite torturing. In fact, it was comfortable for me most of the time other than having to lie down for hours when I wanted to pee badly.=x I just could not stay still and at the same time, I was so scared that the facial lady will be unhappy with me. =/ Anyway, somehow I fell asleep and started to snore. Laugh out loud. Initially, I did not know until sis asked, “Jie, you are sleeping?” because I thought it was the breathing sound of the facial lady. Ha ha ha. At the end of the session, I was told not to use masks so often (once every three days) because our skin is renewed in every 28days. She said that sis should be more hardworking than me because I am using quite a number of products (toner, moisturiser, paper masks, peepling mask & ampoule)already. I guess it is my priority so I am willing to spend on those. Anyway, we will be going back again because we liked her service. Yes, I know there isn’t a need for me to do facial but I got motivated when I saw the facial lady because she looked a few years younger than her age due to her good complexion. I need maintainence! Laugh out loud.

After facial, sis and I quickly walked to the Cineleisure to buy our tickets. Actually, we did not buy because we used a complimentary pass (given by Alex as my Christmas gift) for our tickets. It was quite a coincident that Alex was at Cineleisure as well and we managed to say Hi to each other. Ha ha. Sis and I were very hungry by then so we quickly walked to the Paragon for our Japanese meal at Shimbashi Soba. I found this shop on the internet so I decided to give it a try. I quickly ordered a plate of Sashimi to ease our stomach a little when we reached there because I believed that they did not need to take so long to prepare it. It was quite nice but a little sticky due to the egg yolk. The shop specializes in soba (if I am not wrong) and we thought that it was quite refreshing. We also ordered a set of dessert even though we were already so full. = p

Sis with her sashimi. Ha ha

I loved its cartoon version so I thought that the actual movie would be nice too. It was but I thought that the ending was a bit of disappointment when the male lead told Hua Mulan to forget him when both of them loved each other. Maybe it was silly but I felt sad for the rest of my night. =/



Does it seem like her celebration was being sponsored? Bla~ Just a coincidence!