End of July 2010
Time flies away so fast. Time is scary. Time never waits. Time is a monster. Time….
The feeling of attending lessons after work is really no good. I am trying very hard to pay attention because I am totally on my own and my attention span is really short. By the way, as what my friends told me, it is really hard to make friends in class. So, I am glad that I managed to make a friend. No matter how hard it is, I will tell myself not to give up. There is no “if” but only “definitely”. =)
Since my last entry, I am still doing self-reflection. I hate how little time I have and the limited amount I can use every month (maybe I can help the school to wash their toilets so that I don’t have to pay so much school fees? =x) My time, youth and friendships are my last bets (or, being exchanged) for the better future I want to work hard for. I knew it very clearly so I must make my sacrifices worthwhile. I do treasure and love my time, youth and friendships but……I know I am missing out a lot of things. I will try hard to be more optimistic!
Sometimes when I visit my blog, it seems like my life is empty because I never write down the activities I had/will be having. In fact, everything is embossed (yes, embossed) in my tiny brain and heart. When you come across certain things, all the memories will start to haunt you uncontrollably.
Dear friends, Chu Er is missing you, you AND you......!
