Tug O' War
All this while, I have been trying extremely hard to look for something optimistic to fill the void in this blog but there is just nothing. =/
Handling my full time work and part-time degree makes me think that I am having two boyfriends. Both of them are actually equally important so it makes handling them more difficult. You must spend time with both of them as you want to impress both of them (in the sense that you want to do well in both areas). When you do, you will have lesser time for yourself. In another word, you have to be selfless, i.e., put them before yourself. I have less than 24hours – in total but not in one shot - free time a week. I have to return to my office on alternate Saturday so this is how tight my schedule is. Lesson learnt: never have external affairs. =x
After the old folks’ home event, I will spend all my free time studying – after work when I have no lessons and during my weekends. I have already reserved a weekend after work for a movie with a friend, 2 separate Saturdays for my haircut and dental checkup, a day after work to celebrate sis and another friend’s birthday, a weekend to go cycling and have dinner with a friend, new year countdown for the pretty fireworks and cheers (perhaps I should skip it), CNY visiting (hope that it is only for a day and perhaps, another half a day with friends). Other than this, I seriously do not think that I will want to go out anymore until I finish my exams in May 2011.
Perhaps, it will be good in a sense that I can save up more (money). When February comes, more than two thousands dollars will be gone for my sky-high exam fees and not forgetting June, at least six thousands dollars will be gone for my school fees. If you call this an ‘investment’, I call this ‘a hundred steps closer to hell’. >.<
No matter how hard everything is, I will still keep my smile and laughter on my plain face so long as they still manage to make people around me smile and laugh. I promise.
