Apologies
Dear friends,
If I ever irritated or offended any one of you in one of these days, I am truly, truly sorry.
I have been feeling very stressful due to something. How stressful? I had a good cry yesterday (really thankful that r.h. and m. kind of accompanied me) – this is why I went for jog yesterday too. When I am extremely stressed, I will be very, very confused and scared. When I am very, very confused and scared, I will often repeat something which I have said before. I really, really do not mean to.
The regrets and guilt which I have now are already a great punishment to me. My greatest weaknesses are very low self-esteem and being over sensitive. I am trying very, very hard to change, really.
Well, I promise that I will not talk unless you talk to me.
I just do not want to say anything wrong or funny or weird again.
Endless of apologies
Chu Er