Self-reflection
It was nice talking to a friend. We were talking about people who talk nastily without realising they are. Along the way in my life, I meet a few of such person but they or rather I never keep in contact with them. With my personality, I get hurt too easily to enjoy their company. Of course, I do notice that they do not realise that their words hurt people. I think that if I were such a person without knowing, I would be very sad. (Erm. I asked a close friend if I am such a person and he said I am not so I believe that I am not. ^^) In my opinion, it is vital to do self-reflection every now and then to ensure that you are not a pain in the ass.
Anyway, after 10solid months, I can finally declare that I am okay. In fact, I think that it is more like 2years. There were too many times over the past 2years that I wanted to give up but was reluctant to, for I think that there was still hope (or rather, false hope. Ha ha). I guess this is just how I lead my life – by being too stubborn (a nicer word will be 'determined'). I will never give up unless the other party declares it. Even so, I will still not give up until the flame goes off. Ha ha ha. I am such an irritating person.
Till then, I am fine – not as emotional anymore. =)