A type of ship
Friendship is not a competition which you compare the number of friends you have with other people. The number of friends you have does not determine your personality alone but other factors as well. We can never compare because of our background, lifestyle or personality is different from one another. I
think I am able to survive if I don't have any close ones anymore. Yes, feeling lonely is a nasty feeling but I can
easily fill the void with something else. Some people give me this impression that one should have many, many friends. These people amazingly have the ability to make me feel inferior about myself. Despite of this, I still stick to my principle - even if I have very few friends, I am fine with it. A true friendship requires time and effort to maintain it so... to me, it shows how important they are to me. Besides, making new friends has always been a challenge to me because I never like or rather feel uncomfortable to take initiative to approach people.
Time...is something precious to me especially for this period of time. If I am willing to fork out some time to do something with you, you really mean something to me. However, if I do not, it does not mean that you mean nothing to me!
Awaiting for an explanation.