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Capricious Chu Er/21F
she is someone who..



~is a typical aquarian

~is extremely fragile

~plans ahead

~is extremely emotional and sensitive

~can be unforgiving(or rather would avoid)to people who use harsh,insensitive or/& irresponisible words on her

~is quite independent

~has high determination

~is simple yet complicated and deep

~can get very impulsive if anything goes out of her way

~does not express her real feelings/thoughts well

~spends a lot of time in her own thoughts

~usually means it when she mentions something for twice or more regardless of whether she says it in a serious or joking manner



~certainly feels very pissed off when one tries to act as if he/she understands her very well when it is not at all!

~certainly cannot stand people who commend about her behaviour when they are also doing the same thing!

~hates to be accused by people especially with no good reason!

~hates last minute work and/or work with no efforts put in!

~hates to be late


~wishes to get freedom soon

~wishes life is smoother than before

~wishes to be a good presenter/speaker

~wishes that her future is what she wants to persue



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Friday, November 05, 2010




Tug O' War



All this while, I have been trying extremely hard to look for something optimistic to fill the void in this blog but there is just nothing. =/


Handling my full time work and part-time degree makes me think that I am having two boyfriends. Both of them are actually equally important so it makes handling them more difficult. You must spend time with both of them as you want to impress both of them (in the sense that you want to do well in both areas). When you do, you will have lesser time for yourself. In another word, you have to be selfless, i.e., put them before yourself. I have less than 24hours – in total but not in one shot - free time a week. I have to return to my office on alternate Saturday so this is how tight my schedule is. Lesson learnt: never have external affairs. =x

After the old folks’ home event, I will spend all my free time studying – after work when I have no lessons and during my weekends. I have already reserved a weekend after work for a movie with a friend, 2 separate Saturdays for my haircut and dental checkup, a day after work to celebrate sis and another friend’s birthday, a weekend to go cycling and have dinner with a friend, new year countdown for the pretty fireworks and cheers (perhaps I should skip it), CNY visiting (hope that it is only for a day and perhaps, another half a day with friends). Other than this, I seriously do not think that I will want to go out anymore until I finish my exams in May 2011.

Perhaps, it will be good in a sense that I can save up more (money). When February comes, more than two thousands dollars will be gone for my sky-high exam fees and not forgetting June, at least six thousands dollars will be gone for my school fees. If you call this an ‘investment’, I call this ‘a hundred steps closer to hell’. >.<

No matter how hard everything is, I will still keep my smile and laughter on my plain face so long as they still manage to make people around me smile and laugh. I promise.










I dreamnt of you at 11/05/2010 11:58:00 PM