2days’ home

I started to have sorethroat on Sunday and found it quite strange. According to my diet habit, I hardly have any fast food, fried food, soft drinks or even my favourite chocolate. Not that I am an extremely health conscious individual but rather I find that it is a waste of money to spend on unhealthy food. =/

After a conversation with someone on Sunday night, I woke up with heartache and gradually got worse – by having flu, cough and sorethroat. I bore with the dizziness in the office for 2 days and even went for my lessons. However, it was raining heavily on Tuesday evening; hence I was partially caught in the rain due to my laziness (to open my umbrella to shelter myself from the bus stop to the bus. I already felt weak at that time, and it was very crowded at the bus stop. Hence it added on to my unwillingness). Thereafter, I caught a fever – yes, another illness added to my list.

Ah ha. That was how I managed to get my 2days MC. I was being told (by my friends) to leave my notes alone so that I could have a proper rest. I seriously think that this is what I need – to spend time alone. I spent most of the first day chatting with my friends and watching 3 online movies.

I am thankful to have people who care for me and a classmate even bought a bottle of ‘liang teh’ for me. =D

I slept so much earlier on that I have trouble sleeping now. =/

I really loved the time away from work and stress. This is something which I have not felt for a long, long time. It is like breathing in FRESH AIR! *wide smile*

I thought of someone again. When I cried, that person would say, “不要哭..我不喜欢看你哭..” with a sad and helpless expression and a firm yet gentle tone. In English translation, it will be, “Don’t cry...I don’t like to see you cry.” Recently, when I felt like crying, I would think of it and magically stop crying. It served as a form of comfort to me. I cannot stop but to recall every single memories we shared. Everything happened for a reason, isn't it? On the other hand, sometimes I really wish that it didn't happen at all. A few months back, I was recalling one of the earliest events we shared on the MRT. I was thinking so hard that I suddenly saw the reflection of that person on the window. I thought it was an illusion so I closed my eyes and opened again to look at it. It was that person! Then, my heartbeat started to speed up. Somehow, I managed to muster my courage to look at the real person and that supposedly illusion was not a false alarm. I thought I would be okay but I started to shiver a little and felt like crying. I did tear a bit. The world is so small. Perhaps, for a long, long time, I would not be able to get over it unless someone gains my trust again.

Oh, I just got to know that one of my good friends got attached! I feel happy for you! =D Wow, I am still single – comfortably single.

Good night all!♥

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