Another not so joyful update



I am just back home from dinner with dad and mum. My tuition is postponed to tomorrow because she is sick.

Today was a really bad day because I cried in the office. I think I seriously need a cry. I mean, I have been trying hard not to cry for many days and there she went nagging at me again. So, I broke down. I was pissed off with her. I know I should not but I just could not control my tears. I think I am mentally tired. But, I am still going to stay strong for people who really care so much for me all this while. I really love you people!

I seriously can’t bring myself to respect people (boss or even leader) who actually talk behind their staff/members back. Seriously, if you are unhappy with any area, shouldn’t you voice it out instead of expecting your staff/member know about it? This benefits both you and I because none of us is perfect so there is always rooms for improvement. It is totally disgusting that you talk behind your staff/members back and pretend everything is okay. You are a disgrace to our society and show that you have poor leadership quality!

Of course, there is still something positive about today. Like, I interviewed a very attractive looking guy with big eyes, acceptable built and height. The sight of him made me smile uncontrollably but he did not give me the effect which Nat Ho had on me. =p I hope that he will get the position I am trying him for so I can see him again. Oh. In the midst of the interview while my manager was telling him the job scope, I suddenly remembered what Cedrick told me about my perfect match. He told me that I should look out for guys whose birth day falls on the 8th (best match), 17th or 26th. So, I quickly peered at his birth date and smiled because it falls on the 17th. Ha ha ha. I smiled uncontrollably again and quickly stopped as I remembered that he was sitting right in front of me. I am very sure that he caught me smiling. =/ My manager always thinks that I work to look at guys because I will make every little comments about my or even my colleague's male candidates. =p