A better today



I read Cedrick’s blog before I went to work this morning and it made my morning an emotional one. =/ Perhaps, I am not as brave as him.


It was a busy day at work but in a good way. As usual, there is bound to be something funny taken place at my office. My manager told me to call a candidate. After taking a glace at his photo, I was so shocked. I thought he looked quite manly and his name is “Rain” Then, I realized that he is a mixed blood. O.O Woohoo. So, I told the intern student about it and that I am “Sunshine” Ha ha ha. After which, my manager told me to be fiercer to him by saying “I am thunder”. We kept laughing at it till I dared not call him because I might laugh. Anyway, I still had to call. Well, he did not pick up my call after two attempts. Fifteen minutes later, the intern student turned to me and said, “OMG. He sounds so good! He said, “May I know who called? I am Rain” Laugh out loud. I could not stop laughing that I had to try very hard to calm myself down. I think his voice can really blow me off that even “thunder” could not withstand its – erm – charm. Okay. I am crapping. Seriously, I was stumbling through out the conversation that I really wonder if he could understand what I was telling him. Oh. He speaks with a slang.

BUT, I still prefer the “17” guy. =D Now, everyone knows that I keep looking at guys. Well, I tell them that it is my source of motivation, do you believe me?


Well, I have never in a minute forgotten the promise I made so, no, I am just looking at them for a moment of entertainment. Ha. I am not silly but just want to uphold the belief I have. I will wait.


Oh. I told a lie today that made me blush because my whole face felt so hot. My manager had an urgent order so I thought anyone can apply for it. Therefore, I quickly made a phone call to my candidate and I suddenly recalled about the qualification criteria. So, I put the call on hold and asked my manager. To my horror, I can’t try her for it because of her qualification. o.o GOSH. I said, “SHIT. I have to tell a lie.” Sigh. Anyway, I did it but with difficulty because I really do not like to lie unless I really have no choice. =(

After work, I went to my tutee’s house for tuition. While walking to her house, I was fighting the urge to cry because I did not want to smurge my mascara and anyone to see me crying. Well, tears did well up in my eyes. Sigh. Whatever. Anyway, when I saw them at the doorstep, his dad said that the tuition is postponed to next Thursday, not today. So, I told him that the message he sent says it was today. Whatever. I gave a fake smile and walked away after him apologizing. My tutee looked well but not sick at all. Seriously, I wonder what her parents are thinking about. I am quite worried that she will not get promoted to Primary three with her current results. *shake head*



I am still missing school and youuuuuuuuuu. ='(