Count myself lucky
My office is constructed in a way that it has two levels. I sit at the first level. Today, I reminded myself again that I am being lucky for sitting there as my colleagues and I joke among ourselves everyday. Through a colleague, I realized that I am not the only one making mistakes for my resume. Yes, I know it is not a good way to encourage myself but it just makes me feel a little better. The good thing is, my manager does not criticize when I make mistakes for my resume. But, I always feel very disappointed with myself when being told that I made mistakes like missing out certain information. I can be so disappointed that the desire of giving up my job is so strong but I know that I cannot do so until next July. I will continue to work hard!^^
Anyway, my manager told me to deliver mooncakes to some clients on this Friday with her. Ha. I am secretly happy about it because it means that I will have a shorter day at work. =D Plus, it is a local bank which I have not been to before. ^^ I guess I will be rather excited about the trip because it is my first time doing so. I must remind myself to be more lady-like when I go there. =p
How nice it is if I own a garden filled with sunflowers? It is even nicer if I can receive it from the love of my love. Ha. I am dreaming again! *roll eyes*
As wounds are healed, new wounds are uncovered. Too many words are left unsaid. Too much thoughts are never known. The hurt and pain are unbearable but one day, sunshine will do its justice by coming back.
